Unworthy

I want love

But I’m unworthy

My last experiences have told me

On the matter

But I want it

I desire

I need it

Days and days of solitude

Enjoying nothing but myself

It’s wonderful 

Continually my refuge

I found steel peace with just myself 

Oh how blissful. 

I’m happy but incomplete

Can anyone complete the feat 

Of closing the circle and completing me?

I want love

But I’m unworthy

My last experiences have told me

On the matter

But I want it

I desire

I need it

Dreams and dreams of fantasy

Waking up hoping it was real 

Not so forgetful

My goal I can’t ever see

Emotions I will never feel

It’s so painful. 

I’m alive but seeking more

Wide eyed but still empty inside 

Can anyone fill me with what I’m missing ?

I want love

But I’m unworthy

My last experiences have told me

On the matter

But I want it

I desire

I need it

Unworthy.    That’s what I tell me

Incomplete.   That’s how I feel now

And worn out, is how they left me. 

I need to rest, I’m tired

I’ve given so much of myself 

Cant appreciate? I’ll reevaluate! 

I want love

But I’m unworthy

My last experiences have told me

On the matter

But I want it

I desire

I need it