Illogical Love

 

82 hours and half past 62

The things I would do to you


This isn’t how we speak

Gibberish

I could be a fool 

Maybe even for you 

Does that explain that nonsense?


I loved you once

I’m bitter now

I could shoot you dead with a glance 

Who was the dunce

Oh it’s me wow

I’d erase you given the chance 


41 minutes and 31 seconds 

The things I once did for you 


Looking back I was weak 

Foolishness

I was a damn tool

A pawn in what you do

I was blind with ignorance 


I loved you once

I’m bitter now

I could shoot you dead with a glance 

Who was the dunce

Oh it’s me wow

I’d erase you given the chance 


Illogic, Illogic 

Illogical Love

Illogic, Illogic

Illogical Love


A flash of day 146 weeks 

The things I regret with you 


In this moment to speak 

Ignorance. 

Trying to be cool 

While in search of what’s true 

Finding ground for this new stance 


I loved you once

I’m bitter now

I could shoot you dead with a glance 

Who was the dunce

Oh it’s me wow

I’d erase you given the chance 


Illogic, Illogic 

Illogical Love

Illogic, Illogic

Illogical Love


Not anymore

I will rise above 

Not anymore

Illogical love

Not anymore 

With push come to shove

Not anymore

Illogical love

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