...A Prince Of...

You’re a prince of something

That amounts to a lot of bullshit 

Your claims of importance

Fall on the ears of those who aren’t dumb. 

You’re a prince of nothing

Full of lies and deceit you should quit 

Your claims of importance

An invitation for them to come 

To your freak show

A side show attraction

Shock and awe

With no substance

I’m honest with this

You’re nothing more than a false pretense 

Everyday I question my own faults

There are many

Then I reflect on all your lies

There are many 

You could love me but you won’t

When you’re In love with yourself 

You’re a prince of something

That amounts to a lot of bullshit 

Your claims of importance

Fall on the ears of those who aren’t dumb. 

You’re a prince of nothing

Full of lies and deceit you should quit 

Your claims of importance

An invitation for them to come 

Inside you mind

A twisted web of lies

These false hopes

That led me on

I find solace now

Despite you’re lies I’m better than this 

You’re a liar and a thief 

Yet you survive

I question why you’re still here now

Yet you survive

You could have been my greatest

But you were a big mistake 

You’re a prince of something

That amounts to a lot of bullshit 

Your claims of importance

Fall on the ears of those who aren’t dumb. 

You’re a prince of nothing

Full of lies and deceit you should quit 

Your claims of importance

An invitation for them to come 

Your royal highness

I revoke thee

You aren’t worthy

Of my time, say goodbye 

You’re a prince of something

That amounts to a lot of bullshit 

Your claims of importance

Fall on the ears of those who aren’t dumb. 

You’re a prince of nothing

Full of lies and deceit you should quit 

Your claims of importance

An invitation for them to come 

Echoes

I’m trying to be more than this

An echo in your life

I’m more than that one goodnight kiss

An echo in your life

I’m here in the now but I am

An echo in your life 

I want nothing to do with you

An echo in your life. 

Pump the brakes 

Misfired signals

You’re not here for me

So I won’t be here for you.  

I fell In love

And a cancer broke my heart

I tried again

And a pisces lead me on

With one more try

An Aries then tore me apart

You

It was always you

Who entered my life 

Now I question why 

I entered yours. 

I’m trying to be more than this

An echo in your life

I’m more than that one goodnight kiss

An echo in your life

I’m here in the now but I am

An echo in your life 

I want nothing to do with you

An echo in your life. 

Make it stop

I’m done with all this 

I’ve stoped pretending 

So I won’t be here for you. 

I was in love

But a Gemini was one 

I tried again 

And a Leo tried his best shot

Without a shot 

Everyone tries but is shut down. 

Me

Was it always me

Who fucked up my life

Now I question why

You entered mine

I’m trying to be more than this

An echo in your life

I’m more than that one goodnight kiss

An echo in your life

I’m here in the now but I am

An echo in your life 

I want nothing to do with you

An echo in your life. 

Face to face

Eye to eye 

Truth to truth

We are echoes of each other

As much as we want to deny 

Palm to palm

Soul to soul 

Life to life

We are echoes of each other

As much as we want to deny. 

I’m trying to be more than this

An echo in your life

I’m more than that one goodnight kiss

An echo in your life

I’m here in the now but I am

An echo in your life 

I want nothing to do with you

An echo in your life. 

I’m looking for...

I’m tired of hate and bitterness

As I try to do better 

I’m not perfect I know

So I shouldn’t expect you to be

Or anyone else that’s in this world 

For that matter

I need to find the good

Despite the bad

No matter how blatant it is. 

I’m looking for

Love peace and joy

I’m looking for

Happiness now

I’m looking for

Truth and patience 

I’m looking for

Understanding. 

I’m done with all this sad emptiness 

Float off Just like a feather. 

It’s the past and should go 

I’m still finding hope in what can be 

For anyone like me  in this world 

If it matters

I’m just seeking some peace 

Letting you go

Everyone who isn’t right now

I’m looking for

Love peace and joy

I’m looking for

Happiness now

I’m looking for

Truth and patience 

I’m looking for

Understanding. 

And this understanding

Makes me complete

If that could ever be a thing 

I’m looking for

Love peace and joy

I’m looking for

Happiness now

I’m looking for

Truth and patience 

I’m looking for

Understanding. 

This Emotion is a Chain Reaction

That first love did me wrong

I’m still reeling from it

Some say I can’t let go

And they aren’t wrong

Although I’m trying to

I’m filled with hatred and bitterness

And fantasies of what I do to you

If I ever saw you

It wouldn’t be pleasant for you 

But I shouldn’t feel this way at all

It’s been too long

I Need to let you go

But who are you really?

The first heart break

Or my substitute for you

Or that mans substitute?

This bitterness and hatred

Is stockpiling

Without healing. 

This emotion is a chain reaction

I linked you together 

All of you despite you

Having nothing to share

Except for me

What else can I do?

Besides therapy to heal emptiness

And then realizing that we’ve been through 

If I ever saw you

I should still try and forgive you

Despite it I’m still bitter and all

This is all wrong

I need to let go

But who are you really?

The first heart break

Or my substitute for you

Or that mans substitute?

This bitterness and hatred

Is stockpiling

Without healing. 

This emotion is a chain reaction

Now what is this feeling

A new mistake 

Or something new to do

A brand new resolute. 

This bitterness and hatred

Is stockpiling

Without healing. 

This emotion is a chain reaction

With feeling so belated 

I’ve be reeling 

Now I’m dealing

This emotion is a chain reaction. 

Damn You

Damn you

Despite you

I’ll become everything

That’s inside you. 

Enter me

You Infect me

I’ll become everything

That’s inside you. 

You were toxic

And no matter how pure I try to be 

You’ve seeped inside of me

Too many words for this 

I blistering with things to say 

How you did me wrong 

Lying to me infecting me

I’m done with it

I’m done with you but 

How do I cut it off?

Damn you

Despite you

I’ll become everything

That’s inside you. 

Despite me

You absorb me 

And I’m learning I 

Carry deceit. 

We were tragic

And despite how good I try to be now

I’m complicate with you 

These crimes that do not rhyme. 

With anything that is logical 

I have to be strong 

As I carry your guilt as mine 

I’m letting go 

I’m forgetting you

How do I cut you off

Damn you

Despite you

I’ll become everything

That’s inside you. 

You’re in the past

That never lasts 

You will live with your pain

As I heal from your crime 

Goodbye

Every fool I’ve suffered

Damn you

Despite you 

I’ll overcome your lies 

That’s inside you

Despite The Past

Despite the past I love you 

And forget when I reject you. 

That’s wrong.   

You played me for a fool

I’m done pretending I need you.  

Regretting the fool. 

Does that make any sense 

I’m trying to say I forgive you

But that doesn’t rhyme with logic 

So it comes out wrong. 

It’s illogical

To try and make sense of the past

And let go of the hurt and pain you gave

But here I am now

As I attempt to forgive our past

And forget every thing that we went through 

Despite the past I love you 

And forget when I reject you. 

That’s wrong.   

You played me for a fool

I’m done pretending I need you.  

Regretting the fool. 

Where is my sanity

I should revoke your existence here

Would I be better if I did 

But noting would change

It’s fantastical 

To fantasize the past can change 

It’s better to let go of all the heartache 

Yet it still lingers 

Dreams and hopes that won’t ever change 

Yet I dream one day I can let it go

Despite the past I love you 

And forget when I reject you. 

That’s wrong.   

You played me for a fool

I’m done pretending I need you.  

Regretting the fool. 

Therapy says to talk it out

We’d be here for days and weeks

I don’t need you any more

But I need to let you go... forever. 

Despite the past I love you 

And forget when I reject you. 

That’s wrong.   

You played me for a fool

I’m done pretending I need you.  

Regretting the fool. 

Watch What I Become

I should be okay

I could be the one

But you filter me out 

Watch what I become. 

A hero in a tragic story

Everyone celebrates me

I’m exalted. Loved by everyone

A husband paired with my perfect match 

No matter what he loves me

I am adored, like I adore them

I realize you don’t matter

Just a blip in my life 

I should be okay

I could be the one

But you filter me out 

Watch what I become. 

Successful without your influence. 

Shining In my own spotlight 

I’m awarded, for being myself 

Loving myself without any chance 

Of regret or a respite 

I’m standing proud, and with no regret

I realize you don’t matter

Just a blip in my life 

I should be okay

I could be the one

But you filter me out 

Watch what I become. 

I could be the ruler of all things

I’ll never stop dreaming of

Life and the things...  that I can achieve. 

Nothing Nothing

Nothing nothing let me say something 

Despite you 

I have a lot to say yet you silence me

Anything I say let it be true

I’m inspired

You tried to silence me but I’ll scream  let me go. 

Torture in silence 

Solitude

I’m hurting

Do you care

As it breaks the waves 

You hear my pain

I’d rip my face off 

To show how I feel 

You’d never understand 

I’m okay with your ignorance 

As it’s bliss.  Foolish bliss 

Nothing nothing let me say something 

Despite you 

I have a lot to say yet you silence me

Anything I say let it be true

I’m inspired

You tried to silence me but I’ll scream  let me go. 

Living in silence 

Attitude

With yearning

Would you dare

As I break the waves

You see my pain 

Could you understand

This if I showed you 

I don’t think you could know 

How could you understand abuse 

As a guilty party 

Nothing nothing let me say something 

Despite you 

I have a lot to say yet you silence me

Anything I say let it be true

I’m inspired

You tried to silence me but I’ll scream  let me go. 

A broken heart

A broken spirit

A broken nose and other bones

A broken faith

A broken promise 

A broken life and other things 

Nothing nothing let me say something 

Despite you 

I have a lot to say yet you silence me

Anything I say let it be true

I’m inspired

You tried to silence me but I’ll scream  let me go. 

Seeking Truths

Here I am

Trying to find my way

Lost in a proverbial wilderness

Where are you where am I where are we

Lost?

Found?

Unaware of who I am?

I’m seeking truths 

Avoiding lies

Your words and promises

Won’t do anything for me

I’m seeking truths 

I hear your cries

Dreams of the what could bes

Won’t do anything for me. 

Who are you 

Do you  that for sure 

So could you be mistaken on everything. 

Who are you who am I who are we

War?

Peace?

Where in history are we?

I’m seeking truths 

Avoiding lies

Your words and promises

Won’t do anything for me

I’m seeking truths 

I hear your cries

Dreams of the what could bes

Won’t do anything for me.

Reach out and touch someone

Until it hurts them

Like it hurt you 

I’m sheltering pain

To protect no one that matters. 

I’m seeking truths 

Avoiding lies

Your words and promises

Won’t do anything for me

I’m seeking truths 

I hear your cries

Dreams of the what could bes

Won’t do anything for me.

Alone

I use to want to be the perfect husband

But when I tried my partner didn’t reciprocate 

It’s okay even if I’m still bitter 

I won’t look on with a filter.  

Men are trash

No one has proved me otherwise

Maybe I’m better off

Alone. 

You made claims to me that were loving 

With what I know how could I ever anticipate 

Your lies now  are nothing more than litter 

Stop pretending you are better 

Men are trash

No one has proved me otherwise

Maybe I’m better off

Alone. 

Solitude and loneliness

What’s wrong with it

When lies of honesty

Haunt me

(Trash, they’re all trash)

Men are trash

No one has proved me otherwise

Maybe I’m better off

Alone.