Asshole/21

 

I’m not the asshole they say I am

Nor the asshole you’d expect with my ex

I am an asshole but of my own light 

The lovely asshole you’ve never met. 

I’m here

Radiating

In the light 

Of the past

I fear

Imagining 

In your mind 

Will not find

The truth.  What’s the truth?

We’ve come and gone so long

Just rest stops in this journey 

What’s this, mistaken kiss

So is it right or is it wrong 

Where does this become funny. 

I’m not young or dumb or full of....

Not am I twenty one 

I’m woke to things I wasn’t when...

I was just twenty one

I’m not the asshole they say I am

Nor the asshole you’d expect with my ex

I am an asshole but of my own light 

The lovely asshole you’ve never met. 

I’m now

Illustrious 

All despite 

Righteousness 

They bow

To all of us

But despite

Your emptiness. 

This point,  what’s the point?

Why do we play these games 

When we know each other’s self

Right now, where’s the wow

When it ends up the sames 

And alone with nothing left 

I’m not young or dumb or full of....

Not am I twenty one 

I’m woke to things I wasn’t when...

I was just twenty one

I’m not the asshole they say I am

Nor the asshole you’d expect with my ex

I am an asshole but of my own light 

The lovely asshole you’ve never met. 

I’m not him now

I wasn’t him then

You are dealing with the devil in between 

I’m not the asshole they say I am

Nor the asshole you’d expect with my ex

I am an asshole but of my own light 

The lovely asshole you’ve never met.