Oh DJ


I want to touch you 

But I’m timid

No matter how much you’re pulsing. 


I could one day be

A lover 

But I’m scared of myself right now


Despite reality

I want fantasy

You and I 

And nothing else. 


I’m dreaming.   

You and I could be

A fantasy


DJ play the songs 

That make me want to bump and grind

With someone who won’t ever be mine. 


I want to kiss you 

But I’m afraid

You’ll reject me yet you’re coming. 


I could be your life

Forever 

You won’t open yourself up these days 


Despite my candid lust

What can I just trust. 

Than my heart

Twisted beat


I’m living

You and I could be 

A reality.  


DJ play the songs 

That make me want to bump and grind

With someone who won’t ever be mine. 


Oh DJ

You don’t know

This song is about you

And how I lust for you

Am I wrong 

Oh DJ


DJ play the songs 

That make me want to bump and grind

With someone who won’t ever be mine. 

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