The Last One

 The Last One 

Save me I’m drowning. 

Can you see me

Hear me

Or am I just noise 

After all this time. 

My actions are reactions 

From foolish antics 

But no one knows

The start but

I know how it ends 

I was abused and ignored

Assaulted and forgotten

Loved and abandoned 

Taken advantage of

Like someone who doesn’t matter

And to the last one

Who will read this

Hear this feel this

You were too late. 

Help my I’m trying 

Do you feel me 

Love me

Like one of your toys 

It’s past your bedtime 

What Twisted perceptions 

Are our reactions

But know one cares

The source but 

I know how it ends. 

I was abused and ignored

Assaulted and forgotten

Loved and abandoned 

Taken advantage of

Like someone who doesn’t matter

And to the last one

Who will read this

Hear this feel this

You were too late. 

Are you okay

Seeing this

Hearing this

Presented this 

Being complacent

With suicide 

The end of things 

You don’t know ever began 

Or came to end

When it was laid down before you.  

I was abused and ignored

Assaulted and forgotten

Loved and abandoned 

Taken advantage of

Like someone who doesn’t matter

And to the last one

Who will read this

Hear this feel this

You were too late. 

Too late too late 

Off a balcony 

Too late too late

A gun to the head

Too late too late

You don’t know

Too late too late 

Too many pills 

Too late too late 

A knife a vein

Too late too late

You don’t even know