Thanks, But No Thanks

Erasing the past

I should be better off

But the dust remains

No Matter how much I want to be rid of you

You still survive in my memories

I’m sick of your negative influence

I’m going to be happy

Despite your negative energy

I just have to hash this out

You ignored me and you abused me

It takes a man to admit that

You were selfish and self absorbed 

And unaware of what you did to me

I hate you.   You ruined a part of me

I’ll never recover thank you but no thanks

Some things will not last

But some foolish things do

What do hearts contain

Regrets and mistakes and wishful retakes that 

I still deal with in my memories 

You were a monster that was in my bed 

I was a fool to let you stay 

But I was dumb and not aware 

I still remember what you did to me

I hate you.  You ruined a part of me. 

I’ll never recover thank you but no thanks