Not

I don’t know how I feel

Going down this road again 

I’m too young to be irrationalizing this

But you’re all I’ve ever known

The alpha to my omega

And I’m scrambled in my thoughts of this

Not today

Not tomorrow 

I’m not ready to say goodbye

I can’t find words to say 

Politely

That describe my feelings of losing you. 

For your sake I’ll refrain 

I don’t know what is real 

Songs with similar refrain 

It’s too soon to be imagining all of this 

I’m a child although I’m grown 

Between Alpha and omega. 

I don’t know what to feel of all this. 

Not today

Not tomorrow 

I’m not ready to say goodbye

So today isn’t the day

And gently

We’re back to monotony beside you

Where thought of hope will gain

A foothold. 

Growing roots 

I need that simplicity

Without this dread I’m feeling 

Realizing 

Nothing last

All that lives must one day die 

Not right now but it will come. 

Not today

Not tomorrow 

I’m not ready to say goodbye