Feeling Unending Tears

The feeling of doom

The unending shame

The tears I cry and I don’t know why

Good bye

Twisted bitterness along with this

Emptiness. 

I don’t know why I feel this way

Maligned alignment. Along with this 

Bitterness 

I don’t want accept I feel this way. 

Back up and rewind 

Is there someone out there who knows the old me

Someone who can defend my jaded heart. 

If now one can it’s okay

This battle is mine 

And I’ve tried all I can 

The feeling of doom

The unending shame

The tears I cry and I don’t know why

Good bye

Absolute emptiness calls out so 

Embrace it 

This is who and what I am

Dissolute with hope and with a chance

To believe it

You could be more than your name 

But yet I’m cursed still 

Can’t my positivity break everything. 

Someone who can defend my humanity. 

If no one can it’s alright

I’m am by myself 

And I’ve done all I can 

The feeling of doom

The unending shame

The tears I cry and I don’t know why

Good bye