To/And (Never Belongs)

 To/And (Never Belongs)

To be promised things

Only to be lied to 

To say I’m loved 

And be forgotten 

To plead acceptance 

And not be heard 

To try and belong

And be ignored 

To be, to see, to experience everything

My dreams, the lies, but why 

These are the tales of the one

Who never belongs 

To have hope in love

Only to let it die 

To trust your words

And find they are void

To seek fulfillment 

And be empty 

To seek my good space 

And never know. 

For me, a tree, a forbidden experience 

My hopes, the facts, but why

These are the tales of the one

Who never belongs 

I try and try and try

To manifest my dreams

But it always falls apart

But why 

These are the tales of the one

Who never belongs