Friday, April 28, 2023

Last Birthday

Last Birthday

Moribund Devotion VII


All I’ve ever known is loneliness 

In the silence where I can hear my heartbeat 

I don’t want to anymore. 

Make it stop,  I won’t cry anymore. 


It seems like this will be 

The last birthday 

I’ll get to see


Because of life, because of you

Because the drugs, because the pain

Are all too much 

All too real to live


You would think after years of the pain

The abuse, heart ache wouldn’t hurt anymore

But just the thought will still sting

Give me peace I want a sweet release


It seems like this is will be

The last birthday

You can ignore 


Because of life, because of you

Because the drugs, because the pain

Are all too much 

All too real to live


I have lived and passed over a billion seconds in time 

But right now I can only recall the painful ones

Why do I feel like I haven’t had even a years reprieve 


Because of life, because of you

Because the drugs, because the pain

Are all too much 

All too real to live


It seems like this will be

The last birthday

I’ll suffer fools




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