Wednesday, October 15, 2025

Electric Forest

 


Electric Forest

There’s no trail ahead of me—

so how do I keep finding my way,

or is that a lie

I’m told in organic Morse coding.


Do I see a face I know just up ahead,

or are the fireflies playing

with my lack of sleep.


I think I hear my name again—

or maybe that’s the forest saying danger,

am I—

or in?


I can’t change now where I am,

just like these ancient roots.

I know I’m as foreign as electricity.

I’m not looking to ruin you—

but maybe you can save me.





The Forest Speaks



You always come asking.

For peace, for mercy, for meaning.

But your hands—your hands never arrive empty.


You scorch my skin to light your candles,

then cry when the smoke stings your eyes.


You call yourselves creators,

but every poem you write bleeds sap from me.


(A pause—wind trembles, leaves hush.)


Still… you listen now.

You’re quiet, for once.


Maybe that is the start of saving.

Not yours. Not mine.

Just the sound of breathing without burning.





The Traveler



That’s the way—

give and take, take and kill,

run away, make a mistake.


I wonder if right now,

in this calm connection with you,

is this enlightenment—

or is this what they call heaven?





The Forest Answers



The wind begins its slow confession.

Branches bend but do not bow.

Light slips between the leaves,

changing patterns faster than thought—

a choreography of forgiveness without a name.


The forest dances,

and for once, nothing burns.

The air hums—not with power,

but with peace trying on its own skin.





The Traveler



And all at once

it all was found,

but it was never lost.


It was always…


There


Tuesday, September 9, 2025

All Night

 

It’s messy

Not knowing to stop

Engaging in toxicity

Just another addiction

I can’t beat it

With it beating me down


We’ve been at it so long

There are no victors

We’re both victims yet

Who’s to blame 

When neither of us can walk away


You scream I cry

We bleed over black eyes 

And then we fuck all night


It’s insane 

To anyone but us

Maybe even us in the calm

It hurts so much we want more

What we ran from

Has to be worse but how?


Do you know what went wrong

Before we ever started

Before we both met damaged

Why we do this

So willingly


You scream I cry

We bleed over black eyes 

And then we fuck all night


Over and over all night

Again and again we fight

Over and over all night

Again and again we fight 


You scream I cry

We bleed over black eyes 

And then we fuck all night


Over and over all night

Again and again we fight

Over and over all night

Again and again we fight 

Won’t it (stop) want it (stop)

Won’t it (stop) want it (stop)

A Dream Has Died Tonight

 A Dream Has Died Tonight


I went against everyone’s advice 

And fell in love

Specifically with you 

I didn’t care if they knew better 

I just want it 

And only if with you 


As much as I didn’t want to say it

I might deny it later still

The joy I’ve been manifesting 

Won’t happen with you 

No matter how much i will it


There’s no proper goodbye here

No story book redemption

I have to cut it off 

One day I hope you admit 

You know why a dream has died tonight 


I ignored everyone and my gut

Never stopping 

Believing in you but 

You never could prove them wrong could you 

So defiant 

Despite what you told me 


I cry putting it in black and white now 

I could break saying it out loud 

My love for you still fooling me

That you still want this 

A lie I’ll die denying why


There’s no proper goodbye here

No story book redemption

I have to cut it off 

One day I hope you admit 

You know why a dream has died tonight 


Governments and God promoting men

Couldn’t stop me from trying still

Yet you fail to admit to me

Your wreckless and careless tongue 

Is what sealed it up for me and why 


There’s no proper goodbye here

No story book redemption

I have to cut it off 

One day I hope you admit 

You know why a dream has died tonight 


You’ll be bitter you’ll lash out 

Shifting focus from your pain

I wish I could hold you one last time 

And say I’m sorry but I can’t 

So say what you want 

And do what you will

You know why a dream has died tonight