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"When Will"

A kiss an embrace You made my heart race Your touch and I’m hooked I hope you just looked I crave you I need you I won’t deny this feeling You’re the one I’m needing When will I learn to let go When will I ever move on You and I weren’t meant to be But I keep thinking we were Denial on trial You’re now in a file You just make me feel You have me heart sealed I desire your sin I can’t resist this feeling You’re the one I’m wanting When will I learn to let go When will I ever move on You and I weren’t meant to be But I keep thinking we were Don’t ignore me Just console me I need you to understand me Don’t ignore me Just console me I need you to understand me

"My World Ended"

You came to me Said it’s over and you want out And wanted to know how to divide our things I can’t process The words that you just said to me It tears me apart as I’m falling blindly Into the unknown I’m scared; I don’t know what’s on the other side I only know what I know And now that’s gone away When you said you wanted to leave My world ended When you said you didn’t love me My world ended I can’t help for regretting every mistake But I can’t erase my history When you said you wanted to leave My world ended You broke my heart What did I do to deserve this Your decision opens opportunities I never thought This new door would open for me But I fear all that is on the other side It’s my forever But now I have a choice to choose it for me I only knew what I knew And now you’ve set me free When you said you wanted to leave My world ended When you said you didn’t love me My world ended I can’t help for regretting every mistake But I can’t erase my history When you said you wanted t...

"I Believed In..."

When will I start thinking with my head Instead of what’s inside of my pants I found myself in a strangers bed I think the last time was my last chance So what’s wrong with me Why do I keep doing this I believed in monogamy But I make myself a liar And nobody likes a liar I guess they all hate me I couldn’t help myself my mistake But what’s a mistake with no regret I will not love my life as a fake So there it is I’ll have no regret Do I make you see I just can’t go on like this I believed in monogamy But I make myself a liar And nobody likes a liar I guess they all hate me I believe in sacred things But I’ve forsaken everything I guess I’ll give up everything I don’t understand me So what’s wrong with me Why do I keep doing this I believed… I believed… But I lost my faith Do I make you see I just can’t go on like this I believed… I believed… But I lost my faith I believed in monogamy But I make myself a liar And nobody likes a liar I guess they all hate me I believe in sacred t...

"Sister"

You are all I’ve ever known And I love you just the same I don’t know If I’ve ever known Anything greater anything better I can’t think of a time That I didn’t know you You were my childhood Every early memory And now we’re grown we are Growing further apart Here in adulthood I just don’t know who you are Can we duplicate That time I still consider you My best friend You are all I’ve ever known And I love you just the same I don’t’ know if I’ve ever known Anything greater anything better Where did it all go wrong When did we drift apart You were the sister I never had and now I long to know you now And we’ve missed so much time Just to make it up Would be gratifying Can we return to That time I still consider you My best friend You are all I’ve ever known And I love you just the same I don’t’ know if I’ve ever known Anything greater anything better Please be mine, my sister Please be mine, understand I need you, my sister I need you, understand…

"Sin"

Is there something wrong with me? I should be happy… I know I’m happy I don’t want for anything But it’s not enough I felt your touch and I want more Why do I feel like this? I love the thrill I like the chase But I hate feeling like this It’s a sin to want you I’ve been committed but I want more He isn’t giving me what I need Won’t you give me more? I can’t escape the feeling That I felt with you… when you touched me then I just can’t help this feeling It’s just human nature To crave more after just one touch So what’s wrong with me now? I want a thrill I need your chase But I hate feeling like this It’s a sin to want you I’ve been committed but I want more He isn’t giving me what I need Won’t you give me more?

"Peep Hole"

I watch them kissing Delicately sensually He reaches into her blouse Her head tilts in forced pleasure Then something goes awry Is that fear that’s in her eyes Who is she, who is he? I don’t know; should I care? I keep watching through the peep hole Watching a train wreck in slow motion I watch him hit her Brutally and senselessly He strikes again and then She reaches down for her bag When he goes in again Her bullet then finds his head Who is she, who was he? I don’t know; should I call? I keep watching through the peep hole Watching a train wreck in slow motion As he falls she cries Relentlessly with relief Was he a John that went bad, an abusive lover gone? As she picks up her phone Will there be guilt in her voice? Why did she, who was he? Should I care?   Watch the show! I keep watching through the peep hole Watching a train wreck in slow motion

"On The Dance Floor"

I met you somewhere else You were cute but I wasn’t impressed Even a few drinks couldn’t change You were just okay But then you started dancing I found myself with you Moving to the music But then we started dancing I felt your skin touch mine Holding me too close On the dancefloor you got me hooked Like a melody it felt like ecstasy On the dancefloor you got me hooked Oh baby you had me wanting more Now you’re stuck in my head You won’t leave so now am I obsessed I’m thinking what would have happened If you didn’t leave But you did get my number You want to dance again Moving to the music And now we’ve started talking I want your touch again Holding me too close On the dancefloor you got me hooked Like a melody it felt like ecstasy On the dancefloor you got me hooked Oh baby you had me wanting more