Friday, September 28, 2012

"No Looking Back"

I put you in a box
Included everything laying around
That made me think of you
And sealed it with a rubber band
I threw it in a lake
Watched as you flew through the dark sky that night
Until you made a splash
And then I said my last goodbyes

I turned away, no looking back
I walked away, my head held high

That was the easiest
But what was yet to come the hardest part
Wanting you back with me
Although you're just no good for me
I dream at night at last
You aren't keeping me up, driving me nuts
I did the right thing I think
I'm just now getting over you

I turned away, no looking back
I walked away, my head held high

You've gone away, stay there
You shouldn't have been here ever at all

I turned away, no looking back
I walked away, my head held high

Monday, September 17, 2012

"Pieces"



I don’t want to be your side kick
Living in your shadow, I crave the spotlight
And I won’t be your enemy
When I have my own here, I want to be good
I don’t want to be your lover
If you can’t return what I’m prepared to bring

I can’t be a part of you
When I’m assembling the pieces of me

I don’t want to sacrifice me
When I don’t know who, or what I can be
You can’t complete me incomplete
Two halves don’t make one whole, where two hearts should be
I know that I’m all that I need
But I can’t be me when I’m caught up in you

I can’t be a part of you
When I’m assembling the pieces of me

Bad choices don’t define me
Good qualities won’t uplift me
I’m the sum of my parts
And what’s in heart 

Sunday, September 16, 2012

"Disconnect"




I won’t be another scapegoat for you
To place blame for your damaged heart
My name will not be on that list
Find another sucker to shame

Why bother using some lame cop out
Not to share to spare our feelings
Although it may hurt I’d rather feel the pain
Than bottle it off and die a little on the inside

I thought that you could be the one
But you won’t be so our time is done

It’s time for me to disconnect
Remove myself and my respect
It’s time for me to disconnect
I see it clear in retrospect

Although I never tried once to change you
I thought you were getting better
But I was a fool just a tool
For you to use to fill your needs

Everything about you seemed perfect
Even your flaws were lovable
But you’re not ready for what I’m here giving
I won’t wait patiently when I can keep looking

I thought that you could be the one
But you won’t be so our time is done

It’s time for me to disconnect
Remove myself and my respect
It’s time for me to disconnect
I see it clear in retrospect

Why did I give you the power
That you lectured me for giving to others
And how funny how you used it
Whether you’re aware of it or not

I thought that you could be the one
But you won’t be so our time is done

It’s time for me to disconnect
Remove myself and my respect
It’s time for me to disconnect
I see it clear in retrospect

Thursday, August 30, 2012

"The Chase"

I confess I’m addicted
To a dream that won’t come true
It overtakes my inner soul
And it won’t let me go
I should give it up I know
But I’m hooked from just a hit
And when it’s gone I just want more
So why won’t you let go of it
But what’s the point in chasing it
When you end up feeling like this
The thrill’s an illusion
A chemical stimulation
So what’s the point in chasing it
When you end up feeling like this

The chase the ride it gets me high
The chase the ride it’s all a lie

You keep me hooked with your tease
That something more will still come
I don’t know why I ignore the signs
Or why I choose to act so dumb       

I once believed in falling in love
Spending eternity with someone
I fell into the trap and was a fool
But I’m still addicted to the idea
It takes a hold of my entire being
Infects my mind with the illusion
That with out it I’ll be incomplete
Why won’t my mind let my heart beat

But what’s the point in chasing it
When you end up feeling like this
The thrill’s an illusion
A chemical stimulation
So what’s the point in chasing it
When you end up feeling like this

The chase the ride it gets me high
The chase the ride it’s all a lie

Friday, August 17, 2012

"Take Me Away"


Come on boy, step to me
Get real close, hear me scream
Take a breath, don’t me slow
Take it in, feel all of me
Close your eyes, part your lips
Breathe in deep, come with me
Open up, bare your soul
Don’t be scared, just don’t tease me

As you take me
I’ll just let you
No rejection
Can you feel it
When you touch me
I can’t say no
No rejection
Can’t you feel it

I wanna go tonight
Wanna take a ride
Want to go that way
Take me away
I come to come now
Need to release my soul now
Want to play that game
Take me away

Touch of your skin, feel  your lips
Close my eyes, and taste it
Feel your hand, moving slow
Moving down, as you tease me

As you take me
I’ll just let you
No rejection
Can you feel it
When you touch me
I can’t say no
No rejection
Can’t you feel it

I wanna go tonight
Wanna take a ride
Want to go that way
Take me away
I come to come now
Need to release my soul now
Want to play that game
Take me away

Come on boy, take a breath
Close your eyes, open up
Feel your hand, touch my skin
Feeling me, feel all of me

I wanna go tonight
Wanna take a ride
Want to go that way
Take me away
I come to come now
Need to release my soul now
Want to play that game
Take me away

"Take Me In Now"

Never thought I'd feel like this
Left feeling like this after one kiss
My head feels like it's going to blow
With emotions running out of control

Help me, I'm falling
Can't you see, I'm falling

Come on baby
Understand me
Just absorb me
Take me in now
Hold me, closer
Just don't leave me
Only love me
Take me in now

Feeling like I'm taken out
Wanna shout how I feel out loud
My soul ecstatic high
Ecstasy has me in its arms

So don't you know, I'm yours
Just take me now, I'm yours


Come on baby
Understand me
Just absorb me
Take me in now
Hold me, closer
Just don't leave me
Only love me
Take me in now

Help me, I'm falling
Just take me now, I'm yours


Come on baby
Understand me
Just absorb me
Take me in now
Hold me, closer
Just don't leave me
Only love me
Take me in now

Sunday, August 12, 2012

"Pet Me"


I need it, I want it
Come on baby give it
I see you, I feel you
I really just need you
I give love, I take love
Show me just how to love
Wonderful, delightful
It’s just so eventful

I’ve been alone for far too long
Come over here and give me some

Just pet me – rub me
You know how to please me
Just pet me – rub me
Why won’t you release me

My sweet dream, what you seem
Come and play with my team
It’s your touch, miss you much
I never said as such
Understand, take my hand
We can play in the sand
I don’t care, take a dare
And let yourself be bare

I’ve been alone for far too long
Come over here before I’ve gone

Just pet me – rub me
You know how to please me
Just pet me – rub me
Why won’t you release me