Saturday, June 23, 2018

What Brings Me Here

You could have been the one
Until you decided you weren’t
You could have gave me love
But you said you couldn’t give me that

This is a shout out to an ex
If you think it’s you then it is.

Your lack of compassion
And your unwillingness
Is what brings me here
Despite it all I’m thankful.
I’m clearly better off without you.

More heartache and more tears
Soon I’ll be done with the type of you
I guess I have a type
Someone that who couldn’t give it back

This is a shout out to an ex
If you think it’s you then it is.

Your lack of compassion
And your unwillingness
Is what brings me here
Despite it all I’m thankful.
I’m clearly better off without you.

To all the men
Who come forward
I’m not someone
Who should ever be forsaken
Or mistaken
I’m a treasure
It’s a shame you were unsure

Your lack of compassion
And your unwillingness
Is what brings me here
Despite it all I’m thankful.
I’m clearly better off without you.

MORE... and more

Working both sides against the middle
And I’m hoping something sticks
All that said...
Am I a Fool for believing true love still exists
My every attempt has been a bust
A long list of my failures
Is it me...
The reason for the failed relationships in my life

I’m itching for more, craving for more, begging for more, asking for more...
I want more, more, more, and more

But it stays beyond my reach
What’s the reason for this.

Despite it all I’m here still hopeful
Unless it’s more of nothing
If that’s it
I have to accept it because it’s what I’m given.
I deserve more than what I’m given
Yet I’m still here asking
When’s my turn
To have my chance at a real romance and all of that

I’m pleading for more, lusting for more, reaching for more, wishing for more...
I want more, more, more, and more

But it stays beyond my reach
What’s the reason for this.

I’m itching for more, craving for more, begging for more, asking for more...
I want more, more, more, and more
I’m pleading for more, lusting for more, reaching for more, wishing for more...
I want more, more, more, and more

Thursday, June 14, 2018

I want...

After years of relationship mistakes
I’m still open to new opportunities

Could you be the one
Or another flash in the pan
I don’t know about that but right now
I’m willing to find out
I thought I was done
But you could still be my man
Maybe you can still make me say wow
I’m willing to find out.

I’m patient and willing
But I’m not getting any younger.

I want love
A man
Someone to spend the rest of my life with
I want peace
Truly
Someone Who wants to be my better half.
I want it
With you
Whoever you might ever be, with me

Forever hopeful
That I’ll still find the one for me.
I’m at peace if it never happens.
But it still would be nice.
It’s all a lull
Into false insecurity
Love is a fantasy to breathe in
But it still would be nice.

I want love
A man
Someone to spend the rest of my life with
I want peace
Truly
Someone Who wants to be my better half.
I want it
With you
Whoever you might ever be, with me

After years of relationship mistakes
I’m still open to new opportunities
I’m leaving it all on the table
It’s up to you, whoever you are.

I want love
A man
Someone to spend the rest of my life with
I want peace
Truly
Someone Who wants to be my better half.
I want it
With you
Whoever you might ever be, with me