Take This Throne

I don’t need your petty crown

To take this throne

My birthright claims it all

You can try to keep me down 

Reject this throne

My birthright claims it all

I wasn’t born into this life

But I’ll claim it despite it

I’ll shine in these moments 

And glimmer

I don’t care what you think is right 

I can’t help it and with it

I’ll glow in these moments

And shimmer

Loudly I proclaim

I’m here I’m proud and I’m not going anywhere

You can’t control me no matter how you try

Your words have no effect on me

I’ll be great despite how you disparage me 

And I’m here to say. 

I don’t need your petty crown

To take this throne

My birthright claims it all

You can try to keep me down 

Reject this throne

My birthright claims it all

I don’t want to ruin you here

So just stay out of my way

I will grow in these moments 

And harden

I could become all you fear

If you did get in my way. 

I will show these moments 

This burden 

And here I scream 

You have nothing you could hold against me here

I’m free of you as you’re nothing to me now 

I’m a king you’re nothing really

You’re a footnote within my history 

And I’m here to say. 

I don’t need your petty crown

To take this throne

My birthright claims it all

You can try to keep me down 

Reject this throne

My birthright claims it all

To Understand

In this life we try to be better than the rest

But we often break under the pressure

As we aren’t any better or less

Than anyone else.  

Living that moment becomes surreal

Questing what is really real

Is it true

What can I do

To understand

Where were you

I was a fool 

To understand 

In my past I wanted to be something I’m not. 

But reality’s a boomerang 

Forcing me to accept shot comings 

And all my greatness. 

Yet I still question if this is true

And if it isn’t what do I do 

Is it true

What can I do

To understand

Where were you

I was a fool 

To understand 

To understand

To let go of ignorance

Let go of all hope

To accept fate

And let go of happiness

Tell me what is hope. 

Is it true

What can I do

To understand

Where were you

I was a fool 

To understand 

Bullet and Trigger

I accept all this is real

Now we’re on another level 

Is it really real 

Are you truly toxic for me

I write you off so I don’t have to face you

And send you off cause I don’t want your truth 

You’re a bullet and a trigger

Wounding me, killing me.  

A bullet and trigger 

Hurting me 

You subscribe to the idea

Of a savior and the devil

You have no idea 

You’re the torture and affliction

I wish you never knew that my mind and my heart

You’re no longer welcome under my roof 

You’re a bullet and a trigger

Wounding me, killing me.  

A bullet and trigger 

Hurting me 

Effecting me

Haunting me

Rejecting me

Taunting me

Cursing me

Forsaking me. 

You’re a bullet and a trigger

Wounding me, killing me.  

A bullet and trigger 

Hurting me 

Soon you will 

Forgive me

And miss me

Soon you will

Regret you

Forgive you 

But will I?  

Two Blinks

I hate this world

I hate this life

In two blinks 

You’ll see I’m right. 

Faded, jaded

I can’t shake off your lies 

But I’ll never tell

How you’re a horrible person

A moment in time

Your crime

Ruined me

Yet here we are

I hate this world

I hate this life

In two blinks 

You’ll see I’m right. 

Truthful, pupil

You can’t deny I’m right 

But I’ll never say 

I learned everything from you. 

Here we are now

Your lies

Corrupted 

Me in this world. 

I hate this world

I hate this life

In two blinks 

You’ll see I’m right. 

Two blinks.   

Blink blink

See me

Two blinks

Blink blink 

Love me 

I hate this world

I hate this life

In two blinks 

You’ll see I’m right

God Is A Lie

God is a lie

And let me tell you why. 

Torah, Bible, and Quran

Books of words 

Depleted by mortals

Who wanted power 

And control.  

Just do the right thing

What are morals

Other than lessons learned

Obey the compass

Ignore anything more or less

God is a lie

Let me tell you why

Jew, Christian, and a Muslim

Following

Their texts they have ruined

With greed and power

And control

We’re all foolish now

Ignoring it

The past and what it says 

It’s still all a lie

Ignore anything more or less

God is a lie

There are reasons why

I could waste time telling you

But your blind faith betrays you

God is a lie 

You can tell me why. 

These Are Lies (Impossible Prince)

I need to go home

I should be in bed

Yet I’m here 

Entranced . By you.  

I’m the king of nothing 

Prince of promises. 

It’s all Impossible

I’ll be your impossible prince 

To have everything and nothing

Rejected as a saint as a sinner

Loving every man and not reciprocating 

Believing in love despite life

And it’s deepest pain again and again 

Waking with the moon and sun believing lies. 

These are

These are

These are

Lies

I should be alone

But I’m not with you

Despite fear

Of loving you

I’m no better than you

And your promises 

It’s all Impossible

I’ll be your impossible prince 

To have everything and nothing

Rejected as a saint as a sinner

Loving every man and not reciprocating 

Believing in love despite life

And it’s deepest pain again and again 

Waking with the moon and sun believing lies. 

These are

These are

These are

Lies

Hero and fool, Touch and caress

The limits of torture and tenderness

The hopes and fantasies

Of an impossible prince 

To have everything and nothing

Rejected as a saint as a sinner

Loving every man and not reciprocating 

Believing in love despite life

And it’s deepest pain again and again 

Waking with the moon and sun believing lies. 

These are

These are

These are

Lies

Want A Kiss

Maybe I don’t know why

But you do feel this. 

Even if it makes no sense

You make me want a kiss. 

Love, it means nothing

Without your consent

Even if it’s harbored

In bad weather. 

Joy, it means nothing

With theses truths present.  

Despite what you’ve labored

Through the Whatever. 

Could I be feeling a mistake

Before it happens

A regret 

Before I take it   

Maybe I don’t know why

But you do feel this. 

Even if it makes no sense

You make me want a kiss. 

Trust, what does that mean

If you aren’t honest 

Despite your intentions . 

And despite you

Faith,  I’m losing it 

Saying you’re the best

I’m aware of your intentions

What will I do. 

I have a choice to fuck it up

Or to walk away 

A mistake 

That I might not take 

Maybe I don’t know why

But you do feel this. 

Even if it makes no sense

You make me want a kiss. 

Foolish.  I’m so foolish.  

Thinking with things 

Other than my brain. 

Brain and heart and brain 

Questioning all this

Disputing truth, common sense 

Says I should simply dismiss. 

Maybe I don’t know why

But you do feel this. 

Even if it makes no sense

You make me want a kiss.