Itching and Twitching

In my subconsciousness. 

I hear your cries and pleas

Why is your spirit now in my head 

When you’re still here and now

God damn it answer me

Though this cosmic bond we have for now

I’m itching and twitching

With an internal knowing

Someone I know

Someone I love

Is In need

But I’m going in blind

No knowledge or facts

I want to help 

But where do I begin. 

The curse of the empath 

Aware of the universe 

Even if i can’t do anything. 

Maybe one day I can 

Be a savior and hero

Even if I can’t do it right now. 

I’m itching and twitching

With an internal knowing

Someone I know

Someone I love

Is In need

But I’m going in blind

No knowledge or facts

I want to help 

But where do I begin. 

I don’t know if you know how much we are the same

Despite our many differences 

That’s a story for another day I’d love to have with you

On the water, the land or wherever.   

I’m itching and twitching

With an internal knowing

Someone I know

Someone I love

Is In need

I want to do the best I can. 

I wish to be the best I can. 

Chrome

I felt feelings for you

I never felt for anyone

And you betrayed me

How do I know what’s true

Anymore

What’s love for

I wanted more

Despite all this

Despite you. 

I’ll polish you

And find whats true 

Chrome 

Silvery

And lively 

But fake

Just like you

And all you do. 

Face to face we’re both fools

You just stand there an proud asshole.

With egg on my face

What is my next move now 

That I know 

All of this

I wanted more

Despite all this

Despite you. 

I’ll polish you

And find whats true 

Chrome 

Silvery

And lively 

But fake

Just like you

And all you do. 

I try and try

To make you shine

But you’re tarnished 

More than I can do. 

Despite all this

Despite you. 

I’ll polish you

And find whats true 

Chrome 

Silvery

And lively 

But fake

Just like you

And all you do. 

Leela

Leela

Let me tell you about Leela

She is super friendly

Liberal with the kisses 

Loves cuddles and one on one time

She has one eye and is the love of my life 

My child my responsibility 

My cat.   A soul in my care. 

Let me tell you about Leela

She’s a little crazy 

Full of herself when I’m home. 

Hates being ignored and the dog. 

With her one eye she’s judging everyone  here

My child my responsibility. 

My cat. A soul in my care. 

Cute and silly

With no depth perception 

She’s mine until her end of time

Forever Eternal

Words are hard to put together 

To express what I really mean

I don’t even know what to say. 

I hate I’ll love forever. 

A feeling that makes me want scream 

Who are you to me on this day. 

Missed opportunities 

Lost chances at this love

Pursuits that were foolish 

Missed chances at the love

Now

Just now

We will be

Forever eternal

So

I live

In my dreams

Forever eternal. 

What happened to us forever

A lie how ever could you be so mean

You played it true until this day. 

Missed opportunities 

Lost chances at this love

Pursuits that were foolish 

Missed chances at the love

Now

Just now

We will be

Forever eternal

So

I live

In my dreams

Forever eternal. 

Greetings To The Past

Hey 8 years 

I know you lied

Cheated and stole

My innocence. 

I can’t forgive you 

The Lies stack up 

And they grow 

Greetings to the past 

I’m smarter now

I’m not to blame

Are you ashamed. 

Hey 3 years

You were damage

I can’t handle 

Your psychosis 

The life we lived but

I can’t forgive you 

Insanity

Is your truth

Greetings to the past 

I’m smarter now

I’m not to blame

Are you ashamed. 

Hello you

A moment in time 

I question why

You’re even here 

You saw me in light

And all the darkness

I regret it

But do you

Greetings to the past 

I’m smarter now

I’m not to blame

Are you ashamed. 

Dark Days... Better Days

The TV is fake news

And the internet is scary

Who’s to believe anything anymore

Trust your gut and a scientist.

What do you have to lose 

A future that can be merry?

And as we question what’s worth living for

Just do you with your best interest 

These are dark days

Pandemics and uncertainty

Don’t ignore what they say

But despite the darkness there is eternity 

Better days will come

We just have to wait it out

Fear can’t make us run 

We just have to wait it out. 

The devils a liar

And your god just doesn’t exist 

Where should I be placing my faith right now?

Besides me nothing else matters

I’ve been called a crier 

But even now I still persist.  

When I question the burdens I’ll allow 

And minds internal chatters 

These are dark days

Questioning life and eternity 

Don’t ignore what they say 

In the shadows of this I see reality 

Better days will come

We just have to wait it out

Fear can’t make us run 

We just have to wait it out. 

Buy the lies, does it make you a liar

Buy the lies, does it make you a liar

Buy the lies, does it make you a liar

Tell me now

These are dark days

Living here and now intricately

Don’t ignore what they say

It all sounds difficult but hear simplicity 

Better days will come

We just have to wait it out

Fear can’t make us run 

We just have to wait it out. 

Beyond My Finger Tips

I’m itching for something else

Something greater

It’s just beyond my finger tips

I’m itching to see another

That is better 

Yet is beyond my finger tips. 

I don’t need your bullshit

That your about to dump in my ear

I’m full of it already

And I don’t need your lies.  

These signs that I should quit 

I saw them all and they fueled my fear

That this life isn’t steady. 

Despite all of  our tries. 

We’re better off with facts

That I’m about to launch in this fight 

These are things I have to say 

So shut up and listen 

Every man has take me for a fool

And now I’m done with all of you

Sleeping with my best friend

Fooling around when I’m out of town

For every man I’ve ever called mine

I know all your crimes against me

It’s a shame I loved some of you

You’re the ones who made me a fool

If any one asks I’ll be petty 

And call you out in every detail. 

I’m itching for something else

Something greater

It’s just beyond my finger tips

I’m itching to see another

That is better 

Yet is beyond my finger tips. 

Let it go

These fingers are growing tired 

Ready to touch another 

I’m itching for something else

Something greater

It’s just beyond my finger tips

I’m itching to see another

That is better 

Yet is beyond my finger tips.