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Not That Anyone Here Cares

I hit my head against the hardest thing That I’ve ever come across Its You And I learned so much about you and I Despite all your charms my loss  Is you.  You’re not here You’re not there You’ve never been any where I’m not yours I never was  Not that any one here cares.  New steps New lives  Leaving the past So one could last New steps New lives Leaving the right past So one could last  I was unaware of Deceit Until I let you in and Found you I was a fool naive to assholes But then I showed up and I Found you.  I’m not here I’m not there  I’ve never been anywhere You weren’t mine You never were.  Not that anyone here cares New steps New lives  Leaving the past So one could last New steps New lives Leaving the right past So one could last  We weren’t here We weren’t there We’ve never been anywhere  We shared time Just an affair Not that anyone here cares.   New steps New lives  Leaving the past So one could last ...

Never Be Back Again

Say this and say that  I’m in circles An eternal repeat  It goes on and on  Round and round Lies with lies I’m breaking the cycle  Just because we were Doesn’t mean that we are You’re gone And I’m fine You’ll never be back again You’ve shown  That it’s time  You’ll never be back again.  You were Prince Charming And delusion Meant to haunt my future It’s done here and now  Facts and acts This and that I’m breaking the cycle Pretending you care Doesn’t mean you were fair It’s done Your love crime You’ll never be back again  I’ve grown It’s a sign  You’ll never be back again  Nobody’s perfect But you were wrong for me So I did reject  The idea we could be  Right and wrong Love or lust I’m breaking the cycle  You’re gone And I’m fine You’ll never be back again You’ve shown  That it’s time  You’ll never be back again.  It’s done Your love crime You’ll never be back again  I’ve grown It’s a sign  Yo...

This Wolf Will Slay

I’m done with bullshit. And perceived idiocies I’ve never been a sheep but This wolf will slay.   Prey on the weak Attack the strong This is wild Just like our world Reality It’s tragic and honest Despite our best wishes A Fantasy A lie but would be best  But I’m caught here restless  Crazy lazy simple fool  You sit there with no excuse So why do you do what you do  When you should just refuse.   You played me far too long  Believing in fantasies.  And I was once asleep but  This wolf will slay Prey on the weak Attack the strong This is wild Just like our world And Honestly Did you think I’d be kind When you had tortured me.  So truthfully.  Inside of my own mind  Despite your lies I can see An Ignorant sycophant.  Looking in the mirror now Is it you or my arrogance  More than I would allow  I let you be too strong...

Lips

Lips to kiss Lips to feel Lips that want to explore you.  I’m not in love This is lust I just want you feel you Against me Could you be that something more Than a spark in the night We shall see shouldn’t we You’re something special But a fly by night stranger You want in but I’m secure Locked and loaded For anyone else that can break my heart  But here you are with... Lips to kiss Lips to feel Lips that want to explore you.  I rise above  In self trust What do I want to do  That’s for me This idea was here before  Love in a perfect light  We shall see shouldn’t we  Who are you and I A one night stand that lingers Inside of me deep inside Ready to burst We aren’t right for each other in this life But here you are with... Lips to kiss Lips to feel Lips that want to explore you.  A simple man once said simply I know what I want And what I want is you ...

A Single Voice

You were the one A foolish fairy tale But you’re not here I can’t tell you  How you screwed my life up  But you can’t hear What I’d tell you  Between the left and right  I’m here despite of it I’m fighting I’m willing  To fuck it all up.  A single voice Can ruin everything Everything you Still hold true A single voice Can ruin everything  That you can do And we’re through.  In solitude  Our lives were to just be Factually pure  But it was wrong.  Words that good enough.  What’s left to fear  Just what is true  Between the right and wrong I’m here despite it I’m ready  I am able To fuck it all up.  Inside the in between  I can see it clearly  I’m wounded  I’m wanting To fuck it all up A single voice Can ruin everything Everything you Still hold true A single voice Can ruin everything  That y...

Won’t Give Up

I’m here alone  Trying to hold on To a Chance I’ll be found But I have lost every hope It’s all but gone My hope is just done There is no common ground  How does a romantic cope  A chance a chance Someone’s still out there  In that darkness I stumble  Trying to find my way to you.   The fantasy of true love The hope of eternity Keeps me trying  I won’t give up The chances of true love The dream of eternity Keeps me trying I won’t give up.  On you on me I’d place bets on us I am that confident  That this is a guarantee.  What a dream Lovers and the lust But what Is relevant  It’s still just a fantasy A dream a dream That you would love me In that darkness I stumble  Trying to find my way to you. The fantasy of true love The hope of eternity Keeps me trying  I won’t give up The chances of true love The dream of eternity Keeps m...

Trying to Adjust

I’m twitchy Like an addict There’s so much I want to say But I can’t find the damn words  What can be said About where we are Who we are now It’s a fools guess In the here and now We shift and shuffle Trying to adjust  To the here and now I twist and tumble  Trying to adjust  It’s fuzzy What is real Who were we then on that day  When we became these strangers  You’re not so bad And I’m not that kind I can’t so sad I wasn’t wrong  In the here and now We shift and shuffle Trying to adjust  To the here and now I twist and tumble  Trying to adjust  To a new normal Without your foolishness  I’m better off single I won’t be formal Fuck off this ignorance  These dreams can now crumble In the here and now We shift and shuffle Trying to adjust  To the here and now I twist and tumble  Trying to adjust