Wednesday, November 11, 2020

Callipygian

 




You lust

To love

You have no idea

Of who I am

Perfect

For you

You’re a tool right now 

And dumb right now 


Think with your heart and brain

And not that head. 

Am I right for you

Wrong for you 

Do you know yourself

Like I do


You’re not wrong

But I’m modest 

Yes I am 

A callipygian


I trust

My heart 

But I don’t know yours 

And your intent 

Just right 

For now 

It’s all a lie I 

Can not still try 


Despite your upbringing. 

Wanting a ring

You’re a predator.

Despite of you

Do you know yourself 

Like I do?


You’re not wrong

But I’m modest 

Yes I am 

A callipygian


It must be nice

Seeing me walk away

I’m a callipygian 

I say it again

It must be nice

Seeing me walk away

I’m a callipygian 


You’re not wrong

But I’m modest 

Yes I am 

A callipygian



Tuesday, November 10, 2020

Fighting Ghost

 

I love you just the way you are 

Stop thinking you aren't good enough

When I look at you I see what I want

Let go of your past and give it up. 


But you won’t

You will always be haunted

By the ghost of your past

What can I do?


Fighting ghost 

Ignoring truth 

And reality 


And here we are.


I wish you could exorcise them

All your demons who torment you. 

In your eyes is an innocence I love

Despite the past that we both know of 


Yet will you

Say goodbye to your old ghosts 

Or are they here to last 

What can I do?


Fighting ghost 

Ignoring truth 

And reality 


And here we are.


I wish it away

I plead to an abrahamic god

It has no effect

I’m putting In all the energy

When you should do all the work

For what it’s worth

As it stands

You might be

My biggest waste of time


Here we are

Honest for once but still

I still love you but yet

What can I do?


Fighting ghost 

Ignoring truth 

And reality 


And here we are.


This Isn’t Love

 


You touch me and I swoon
And the things you say move me
In ways that aren’t PG-13


What is this 

I’m trying to say

But have now words

But yet one thing is certain 


This isn’t love

This is right now

The struggle

The strife

Trying to figure out

Just what it is

But

This isn’t love 


When you kiss me I twitch

And in your presence I think

About things no one else should know 


In that time

How it was fleeting

But I want more 

Yet this truth is relevant 


This isn’t love

This is right now

The struggle

The strife

Trying to figure out

Just what it is

But

This isn’t love 


They say enjoy the ride

And see where it takes you

I think I will and if I didn’t know better

I know just where I’ll end up 

But


This isn’t love

This is right now

The struggle

The strife

Trying to figure out

Just what it is

But

This isn’t love 

Echo of Love

 

I’m here you’re now

We were then 

So who are we

But just that


A moment in time

An echo Of love

A chance to rhyme 

An echo of love 


I can say so much 

Your parents don’t want to know

How about how you touched me

Maybe even loved me

I can live a life

Your parents would deny my love

Forget about how your touched me.  


Touch me now and

And again

In this moment

We are one 


In this second 

An echo of love

As I vibrate 

An echo of love


I can say so much 

Your parents don’t want to know

How about how you touched me

Maybe even loved me

I can live a life

Your parents would deny my love

Forget about how your touched me


Daddy loves to hate me 

Momma hates to love me

I belong more than anyone else. 


Je ne sais quoi

But yet I still try.

I iterate 

I am the one 


In this second 

An echo of love

As I vibrate 

An echo of love


I can say so much 

Your parents don’t want to know

How about how you touched me

Maybe even loved me

I can live a life

Your parents would deny my love

Forget about how your touched me





Monday, November 9, 2020

Where’s


I live in the darker shades of pop music 

Melancholy bathed in glittery sequins


Beep bloop shiny shine

Here he dies and here I am


If you want to be with me

Say you love me

Oh my baby

You don’t know me


Where’s the chorus

Where’s the song 

Where’s the joyous noise

Where’s a life without you.  


Not here not there not ever

Say it again

Not here nor there nor ever


I  now Live in the soul of a darkened heart

Looking for diamonds to shine in the darkness


One two three what’s mine

A consequence what the damn


What do you know about love 

In this dumb world 

Anymore love

We are all fools


Where’s the chorus

Where’s the song 

Where’s the joyous noise

Where’s a life without you.  


Fireworks spark and fade

Just like you

I’m seeking a melody 

I’m seeking a song


Where’s the chorus

Where’s the song 

Where’s the joyous noise

Where’s a life without you.  


I don’t know

I just don’t know

Anymore

Anymore


























Watch it Burn (And Never Learn)


Foolishly I fell in love with the enemy

I got brainwashed for lovely lies

Then my ears began to hear

All your words 

What was wrong 

And then I said goodbye


When someone tells you who they are believe it. 

When someone shows you what they are believe it.   


The devil is a liar

Until he knows he’s got you

And you don’t want to let go

The world is on fire

Right now and you’ve got no clue

And you don’t care about it so


Watch it burn

And never learn

Watch it burn

And never learn

Watch it burn

And never learn. 


I was ignorant that I could influence you 

A life lesson of idiocy. 

My eyes then saw 20/20

You were done

As were we

It was a failed attempt


If someone tells you who they are trust it

If someone shows you what they are trust it


The devil is a liar

Until he knows he’s got you

And you don’t want to let go

The world is on fire

Right now and you’ve got no clue

And you don’t care about it so


Watch it burn

And never learn

Watch it burn

And never learn

Watch it burn

And never learn. 


The elephant and the donkey.   

The cumbersome endangered 

And the jackass on a farm. 

Hunted to death 

Raised for fun

Who’s gonna live who’s gonna die?


The devil is a liar

Until he knows he’s got you

And you don’t want to let go

The world is on fire

Right now and you’ve got no clue

And you don’t care about it so


Watch it burn

And never learn

Watch it burn

And never learn

Watch it burn

And never learn. 

Sunday, November 8, 2020

You Don’t Know Me

 

Twitch itch flip the switch 

I was in the dark

Unexposed

But here I am

(Hello)

Stop let go and enrich

What was once just stark 

Unexplored

But here I am

(Bonjour)


Something new

Just for you

Sit back and enjoy

A great mystery 


You don’t know me

What I can do

That great high falsetto note 

Or how I move and drop it hot

You don’t know me

Like you care so

I’ll show you what I’m about 

Don’t be jealous of what I’ve got


Sit back enjoy the show

And in the spotlight 

Not adored 

But here I stand

(Konnichiwa)

They say “to not let go”

In this uphill fight 

So unloved 

But here I stand. 

(Merhaba)


Another fool

To be seen

So spectacular 

That can go so far 


You don’t know me

What I can do

That great high falsetto note 

Or how I move and drop it hot

You don’t know me

Like you care so

I’ll show you what I’m about 

Don’t be jealous of what I’ve got


You don’t know my name

But soon you will

It will roll off your tongue

Inside your home 

Say it with me

Mitchell Rodney

Frye, don’t cry 


You don’t know me

What I can do

That great high falsetto note 

Or how I move and drop it hot

You don’t know me

Like you care so

I’ll show you what I’m about 

Don’t be jealous of what I’ve got