Monday, May 30, 2022

Freedom

 Freedom


Please give me a sign

Any of this makes sense 

I’m going crazy 

In the world today 


I can’t breathe right now

Because of everything

I’m still dealing with

That I try to hide


I’m cold… and alone

What does anything mean


I just want to be me

Be free and release 

Myself into the universe. 


Freedom

(Scream it out)

Freedom

(Live it out)

Freedom

Freedom


Why do I trouble 

Myself with my past then

I’m better off now

Than I’ve ever been


I’m chained to the past

And I want to be free

But I don’t know how

It still lingers on


It’s old, and I’m done

Happiness is a dream 


I just want to be me

Be free and release 

Myself into the universe. 


Freedom

(Scream it out)

Freedom

(Live it out)

Freedom

Freedom


Despite who I’ve ever been

Can the universe release me

From my past atrocities 

Let me be 


I just want to be me

Be free and release 

Myself into the universe. 


Freedom

(Scream it out)

Freedom

(Live it out)

Freedom

Freedom

Thursday, May 26, 2022

Empty Soul

 Empty soul


I tried to find my peace

And found an emptiness 

I’ve never explored 

Despite my desire

My tension will not ease 

Nothing can manifest 

A feeling like this 

Even if I want 


More

Let it burn 

Fire wasting

Everything 


And here I am

Vacant 

With an empty soul. 

But I want so much more. 

 

I tried to find my peace

And found an emptiness 

I’ve never explored 

Despite my desire

My tension will not ease 

Nothing can manifest 

A feeling like this 

Even if I want 


Love

Give it up

It’s wasting 

Everything 


I’ve ever know 

Is gone

Just an empty soul 

Despite it all encore 


I tried to find my peace

And found an emptiness 

I’ve never explored 

Despite my desire

My tension will not ease 

Nothing can manifest 

A feeling like this 

Even if I want 


But am I enough

Oh baby

Although I’m rough 


Who are you

Despite the one I’m taking to 

Just an empty soul. 


I tried to find my peace

And found an emptiness 

I’ve never explored 

Despite my desire

My tension will not ease 

Nothing can manifest 

A feeling like this 

Even if I want … 

Sunday, April 24, 2022

Reality

 



Let’s talk about bitches 

Like one with the candy 

Machine on her desk

No wonder why your child

Is as random as it dispenses 


I ain’t hating I’m calling parallels 

It’s random

Just like your love

It’s nothing more than


Reality.  

No disrespect 

So called love and light


Let’s talk about a sister 

Who’s too head strong right now 

Yet she still ignored 

A wannabe leader 

Who can’t make this happen now or then


I ain’t hating I’m calling parallels 

It’s random

Just like your love

It’s nothing more than


Reality.  

No disrespect 

So called love and light


You’ll want to come back straight 

But I’m gay as fuck 

And spilling tea


What about old boss

Ran away to another city

With your tragic husband

Half your age get that citizenship


I ain’t hating I’m calling parallels 

It’s random

Just like your love

It’s nothing more than


Reality.  

No disrespect 

So called love and light

Let’s Be Right

 



What is this

Who are we

And why am I pulling away


You don’t know I feel

Despite how many times 

I try to make it plain. 


I hate love

I hate peace

I want something no one’s giving 


Let’s be right 

You and I

All night 

Alright?


What kind of love is this. 

Who are you 

And am I 

Able to be the one… baby


Why should I

Live a dream

That wasn’t ever mine I tried 


To be perfect for you. 

Despite my love for you

I’d give myself again. 


What I want

What I need

I wish I’ll be your Everything


Let’s be right 

You and I

All night 

Alright?


What kind of love is this. 

Who are you 

And am I 

Able to be the one… baby


I’m connected 

Intertwining 

Spiritually. 

God damn it 


Let’s be right 

You and I

All night 

Alright?


What kind of love is this. 

Who are you 

And am I 

Able to be the one… baby

Yes Sir

  “Yes Sir”


You said you’d always be true 

I’d love you until the end 

But you lied

I’m here picking up the pieces

It’s time to pay

Deep down inside I’m still a nice guy

But just what are you 

A Tool 

All you seem to do is bounce

I don’t know how to feel about you now


Where are you going

Another liars journey 

Liar liar

I can see the truth now

Despite the shit 

Milk and honey 

Sweet fairy tales dissolving more

Deeper deeper 

I just don’t want this anymore


-break-


I don’t want to walk away but I will if I must 

Don’t deny it’s a lie I already know

I don’t want to take this pain any more

Yes sir, yes sir, one day I swear I will


What’s it all about

I done being jerked all around 

What’s it all about

I’m not your puppet boy anymore. 


I wanted to believe in you but you’re fake

I’m letting go and moving on I’m on my way 

Keep this in mind I’m still a nice guy

No matter how you wrecked me baby 

I’m working on healing the pain 

I loved you but It’s time to say goodbye


Where are you going

Hopefully very far away from me 

Liar liar

Wrecking my life with your lies

Milk and honey 

A dream of sweeter better days 

Deeper deeper 

All I want now is to find someone to love


I don’t want to walk away but I will if I must 

Don’t deny it’s a lie I already know

I don’t want to take this pain any more

Yes sir, yes sir, one day I swear I will


What’s it all about

I done being jerked all around 

What’s it all about

I’m not your puppet boy anymore. 


-break-


I don’t want to walk away but I will if I must 

Don’t deny it’s a lie I already know

I don’t want to take this pain any more

Yes sir, yes sir, one day I swear I will


What’s it all about

I done being jerked all around 

What’s it all about

I’m not your puppet boy anymore

Monday, February 14, 2022

Feelings

 Feelings


I wanted something special

You showed up 

Even if you don’t stand out 

You do something for me


You do something I don’t know 

Is this love

Is this lust

Or just an attempt to understand 

Who are you

What is this 


Feelings

Under the sheets

Between us 

Feelings

We don’t deny

A real deal. 


I love the idea of you 

It’s simple

You’re my hero I hope

We can connect cosmically. 


I want to connect with you 

Is this real

Or surreal 

Who are we but opportunities 

Just to love

And be real 


Feelings

Under the sheets

Between us 

Feelings

We don’t deny

A real deal. 


On the bright side

I don’t know you 

But I feel you

And when I flip

Just who are you 

You just feel true 


Feelings

Under the sheets

Between us 

Feelings

We don’t deny

A real deal.


Do you or did you ever 

Have feelings for me

Could you have ever 

Loved me

Saturday, February 12, 2022

I want it raw

 I Want It Raw


The games we play 

Love and romance 

Are vailed substitutes

For what we want to do


I could continue to project

Naivety but let’s be real 

I’m a kinky mother fucker


But what about us

Lay one of us down

Chain is up

And let the other have his way 


In the dawn

In the dark 

I want it raw

I want it right 

And right now

All I want

Is what is real 

I want it right 


The tales we tell

Love and the lies 

Hide the truth somewhere 

It doesn’t matter cause 


I’m owning myself aight 

I’m no Angel in this life

Just a deviant bringing shame 


Let’s be clear here love

I might bottom but

Im on top

And let’s someone say something 


In the dawn

In the dark 

I want it raw

I want it right 

And right now

All I want

Is what is real 

I want it right 


If you don’t hold me down

I’ll lit you up

Ignore the stereotypical 

Bullshit alright 


In the dawn

In the dark 

I want it raw

I want it right 

And right now

All I want

Is what is real 

I want it right