But I Doubt It

After all this time

I don’t need to find anyone

I’m trying to find me

After years of searching I’ve realized 

I’ll always crave more than anyone can give me

Now that I have this knowledge

What will I do with my life. 

Maybe someone out there is worthy

But I doubt it

There could be someone I could marry 

But I doubt it

All the guys before could be bad luck

But I doubt it

Maybe my love life isn’t in a rut 

But I doubt it

I gave love faith

That it’s truth one day would find me

But now I don’t believe. 

That “the one” could exist for anyone 

From now on I won’t forsake myself for that lie

I would rather die alone

What will I do with my life 

Maybe someone out there is worthy

But I doubt it

There could be someone I could marry 

But I doubt it

All the guys before could be bad luck

But I doubt it

Maybe my love life isn’t in a rut 

But I doubt it

Everything you’re told about love is false

Just fairy tales that only can mislead the young 

One day life will break their heart 

And become jaded like me

Maybe someone out there is worthy

But I doubt it

There could be someone I could marry 

But I doubt it

All the guys before could be bad luck

But I doubt it

Maybe my love life isn’t in a rut 

But I doubt it