Hormonal

I live in an insular world
Alone with my thoughts and feelings
But what I feel can’t be owned
There has to be more out there like me\

I’m trying to seek things that just don’t exist
I’m beyond my feelings at this point.

I wish I could emote my feelings beyond a high school level
But with hormones I think that’s sadly were peaked.
Or maybe we all still live on that excessive hormonal level
Or I wish we did or maybe I still do.

I’m still begging for some feeling
I don’t know exists anymore.
My vocabulary lacks
The words that can express how I feel

You have no idea what goes on in my head
And maybe soon I will go insane

I wish I could emote my feelings beyond a high school level
But with hormones I think that’s sadly were peaked.
Or maybe we all still live on that excessive hormonal level
Or I wish we did or maybe I still do.

I’m hyper emotional
Or either your emotionally dead
I don’t have the time, energy or want to find out
Where you stand
You make me question these things
Was it me was it you does it matter
Maybe it’s not you... I only know my own focus 

I wish I could emote my feelings beyond a high school level
But with hormones I think that’s sadly were peaked.
Or maybe we all still live on that excessive hormonal level
Or I wish we did or maybe I still do.