Keep It A Little....

Keep it a little dirty

Keep it a little bit pure 

A little here and a little there

Get naked and give yourself to me 

I need you. 

Whoever you are

May I know you soon 

I feel what I feel

Call it horny

Or whatever

I need you, whoever you are 

It is what it is

I’m just a man

Or whatever 

I need it, you know what it is 

Keep it a little dirty

Keep it a little pure

Give me what ever I’m needing and then

Maybe we’ll both get what we’re after 

I need you

Whoever you are

May I know you soon

I’m tired of lust

I’m unfulfilled 

I’m left empty

What is Love, just a fantasy?

Is it a lie

We tell ourselves 

To feel better

In this life, I crave to believe 

Keep it a little dirty

Keep it a little pure

So just be yourself and then I can too 

I’ll give you all that you could want

I need you

Whoever you are

May I know you soon

Keep it like this 

Passion without a kiss

I’m scared of commitment

Yet I want to keep it pure

Get naked and give yourself to me

Maybe we’ll both get what we’re after 

I’ll give you all that you want ...

Keep it a little dirty

Keep it a little pure

I need you

Whoever you are

May I know you soon

The Absence (Contrail)

You set out in life 

Trying to find yourself

And you find yourself lonely

What’s missing?

You live though the strife

So you’ve gone through life without 

A real love

That moment you finally fall in love

Hold on to it, as it never lasts 

Remember how it feels 

Like a rocket in the sky thats gone

The contrail, also fades away 

Remember how it looks

The absence of it all

Makes me remember how much I miss it

That moment you finally fall in love

Just relish it, as it comes to pass 

Enjoy just how it feels

Eventually it ends and it’s done

A contrail, that has blown away

Another will come along 

The absence of it all

Makes me remember how much I miss it

Across a blue sky

A sliver of white

Disproving the absence 

There’s always one out there

A new contrail to appear and fade

Still proving the absence 

You came and went and faded away

My contrail,  that dissipated 

May I find love in your wake 

The absence of it all

Makes me remember how much I miss it

Mother (Bless You, I Love You)

The world isn’t worthy of you 

Rags to mediocrity to some

Yet you emerged from the ashes

Without a spec of the past

I want to be like you when I grow up

I hope my genes fit that wish

You taught me not to wallow in self misery

It doesn’t do us any good

I’m a romantic and imaginative 

Yet you kept one of my feet on the ground 

To some you are my mother

If they knew your story

You’d be an inspiration 

Bless you, I love you. 

My worlds better because of you

Without your guidance I would be done 

I know that you took your lashes 

You give me something to last 

I couldn’t ever repay you enough 

You should know that’s my wish 

You showed me that I could be myself despite the world 

And you’d love me no matter what 

Thank you for never giving up on me then

Even though I didn’t care you still did

To some you are my mother

If they knew your story

You’d be an inspiration 

Bless you, I love you. 

You’re my hero

My solid ground

When everything’s wrong

You’ll always be right. 

To some you are my mother

If they knew your story

You’d be an inspiration 

Bless you, I love you. 

I’ll Never Love Again

All these misfires

At another romance

Had me wondering what’s wrong with me

Is it me or them

Are they just liars

Or missing a chance

But I’m tired wishing for it to be

How am I so dumb 

I’ll never love again,

I’ve already gave it all to those unworthy

I simply don’t have it in me anymore

Don’t worry about me

I’m starting to find solace in the solitude 

I’m tired of wishing on an ancient star 

Again, never again 

I’ll never love again 

So I’ll just give up

Tired of bad choices

No more wasting any precious time 

I’ll find my own joy.

My hopes are too high

What is Love anyway?

An emotion that’s linked with their crime

Wasted on some boy. 

I’ll never love again,

Love has already bruised me on this life journey

I don’t care what my hope for it has in store 

Don’t worry about me

Despite it all my zest for life will be renewed

I’ll just hide the pain, the regret, and it’s scar

Again, never again

I’ll never love again 

Physical connection without romance is out there

I can make that my way in life I guess

Because I won’t be made a fool again to love bare

Many others have lived with so much less 

I’ll never love again,

I’ve already gave it all to those unworthy

I simply don’t have it in me anymore

Don’t worry about me

I’m starting to find solace in the solitude 

I’m tired of wishing on an ancient star 

I’ll never love again,

Love has already bruised me on this life journey

I don’t care what my hope for it has in store 

Don’t worry about me

Despite it all my zest for life will be renewed

I’ll just hide the pain, the regret, and it’s scar

Again, never again

I’ll never love again

Questioning Answers

Questioning answers they say are true

I can’t help but call bullshit

My gut says it’s all wrong

And my instinct is always right

“Everything’s fine, don’t worry”

They say just to make me feel at ease

Excuse me if I’m weary 

“Your fear will make you sorry”

What in me is that suppose to please

Forgive me if I’m wary 

Intuition is trumping your words

The red flags are everywhere, I’m 

Questioning answers they say are true

People lie to get their way

What’s in your “truth” for me

Or will it leave me for the worst

Forget you and me for now

So what about us, the human race 

And aren’t all souls still sacred?

You could be right here but how?

Your ideal truth I rather not face 

But aren’t ALL souls still sacred?

Intuition is trumping your words

The red flags are everywhere, I’m 

Questioning answers they say are true

Nothings true on face value

When you accept the lie

Presented you are complicit 

Overcome

If you’re seeking a moment of immortality.  

Don’t spend it wasting these years on regret

Step up and own it, find your light

If you’re looking to exist beyond truth and the lies 

To be more than just “you” and that life

Only you can make it, it’s your right

Don’t be beaten down by men

Who say you aren’t worthy

Who are they?  Mute their voice. 

And overcome

Be better, lead by example

So overcome

It’s your choice, sit back or stand up

Just overcome

We need you, if we don’t know it

But overcome

All your fears, I believe in you

We’re all beaten down by bullshit that we can’t control. 

Don’t let the pain break you... let it raise you

Screw the misery, it’s your time

I’m so tired of hearing not to reach out for more

Don’t let them break you... show what you can do 

Prove the whole world wrong, in your prime

You need no validation

Just know the future is yours

Know no fear, just be great

And overcome

Be better, lead by example

So overcome

It’s your choice, sit back or stand up

Just overcome

We need you, if we don’t know it

But overcome

All your fears, I believe in you

No one could ever erase

Your potential for change here

Live your truth, just be free

And overcome

Be better, lead by example

So overcome

It’s your choice, sit back or stand up

Just overcome

We need you, if we don’t know it

But overcome

All your fears, I believe in you

Enjoy It

It’s your choice to be miserable

I’ll stick to my choice to be happy

You’re full of hate that makes you unable

To live my life that you choose to envy

I don’t live a gilded life

But I enjoy it

It’s what was given

So why don’t I

Enjoy it

No need to wish for something else

I’ll live in the moment and

Enjoy it

I live at peace within myself

It’s your life no matter what

Enjoy it

Don’t let yesterday effect your day 

If you do you’ll continue that path

Being a victim of the words you say

My life won’t fester in your dirty bath 

My truth is no different 

But I enjoy it

It’s what was given

So why don’t I 

Enjoy it

No need to wish for something else

I’ll live in the moment and

Enjoy it

I live at peace within myself

It’s your life no matter what

Enjoy it

There’s nothing wrong with weathering the storm to see the sun

Owning the fact that you’ll still see better days 

Just do it, wait it out, and when it comes...

Enjoy it

No need to wish for something else

I’ll live in the moment and

Enjoy it

I live at peace within myself

It’s your life no matter what

Enjoy it

Chaos Knows No Sound

Hear that?

Silence

Look around you

We’re all mindless

Slaves 

To a rhythm

That can’t define us

Pound pound pound

The chaos knows no sound

We’re all plugged in

To a rhythm an electricity 

And it leaves us numb

To everything around us.

What’s that? 

Nothing

I can’t hear you 

Can you hear me

Now?

Through the static

Noise that’s around us 

Pound pound pound

The chaos knows no sound 

We all know sin 

And we know all it with explicitly

So it leaves us dumb

To everything around us 

Pound pound pound

The chaos knows no sound 

We’re all plugged in

To a rhythm an electricity 

And it leaves us numb

To everything around us.

We all know sin 

And we know all it with explicitly

So it leaves us dumb

To everything around us 

Burns

I’ve been angry far to long 

And even though we don’t talk

I’m sure you feel the same

Let bygones be bygones, bye...

So has it been 8 years now?

It’s time to let go and 

No matter how either of us feel

The sun still rises

And burns both our faces

The memories still sting me

I still hold on to the pain

Reminder I can feel. 

Im still unsure of things like...

Emotions, I curse them all

And I welcome the pain

No matter how either of us feel

The sun still rises

And burns both our faces

The pain, the tears

The dealing with it all

After all these years 

It burns

The truth, the wounds

Facing these past mistakes

Yours and also mine 

It burns

No matter how either of us feel

The sun still rises

And burns both our faces