Contemplating

A random text about something that doesn’t matter

Sparks a phone call I didn’t anticipate 

There’s something about me you want

Although you called it off

I’m just curious and amused

I’ve always said once I’m done, I’m done

Yet here we are again

I’ve never contemplated a second chance 

Are you worth it? 

I’m contemplating. 

Who are you now and are you different than before

Do you want me now or is this lust and bullshit 

Can you say it without the booze 

How you really feel 

I’m still aroused but confused 

If you let it go i’ll let it go 

Yet here we are again

I’ve never contemplated a second chance 

Are you worth it? 

I’m contemplating. 

This could amount to nothing more than a second glance

I gave you every effort the first go around

Now at this point it’s all on you

So don’t fuck it up

I won’t be a second thought 

I accept that you still want more, of me

Yet here we are again

I’ve never contemplated a second chance 

Are you worth it? 

I’m contemplating.