The End of that Lonely Road

Growing up in solitude

The art of connection is lost

Although I try

I feel I’m messing it up

Am I coming off as rude

But I’m questioning your cost 

And should I try

I’ve thought about giving up 

Imagine driving down a road you don’t know

The road grows narrower

As the woods grow thicker

And the houses become fewer

That’s where I come from

No matter where I go

I still live at the end of that lonely road

Without a soul to engage me

Yet I’m no longer there

I still live at the end of that lonely road

Once a place now a state of mind

That loneliness still haunts me

Socially awkward at the best 

But here I am

Trying to be better yet

The past fear won’t let me be

Paranoia wont let me rest

So here I am

Not willing to give up yet 

Imagine walking in a door you don’t know

The room empty and dark

Everything is so stark 

And There’s no sign of any spark 

That’s where I am now. 

No matter where I go

I still live at the end of that lonely road

Without a soul to engage me

Yet I’m no longer there

I still live at the end of that lonely road

Once a place now a state of mind

Out in the middle of no where

I tried to figure out who I was

And here I stand in the populous

Just as confused as from then til now 

No matter where I go

I still live at the end of that lonely road

Without a soul to engage me

Yet I’m no longer there

I still live at the end of that lonely road

Once a place now a state of mind