Tuesday, July 3, 2018

Rewrite My Destiny

I want more than this life I’m living can give
Even despite all that I want to live.
There has to be something more out there
Than this mediocrity I’ve found so fair.

I won’t settle. Won’t give up
Even if every choice is a failure
I’ll take it to peruse my happiness.

I’m ready to rewrite my destiny
Rejecting risk of apathy
To my own life. This seems right.
I’m ready to rewrite my destiny
Not giving up on fantasy
And all my dreams. This seems right.

I’m trying to break free of the trappings of
All of my past mistakes and misplaced love
I’m still haunted by that hurt and pain
But there has to be something out there to gain

I won’t let go. Or give in
To the negativity in my life.
I’ll be positive and still not think twice

I’m ready to rewrite my destiny
And I don’t need your empathy.
My will is strong. I’ll be alright.
I’m ready to rewrite my destiny
All I want now is ecstasy.
Love is my drug. It’s in sight.

To the all the men in my life
The failures, cheaters, and missed opportunities
I’m still here with or without you and you will deal

I’m ready to rewrite my destiny
Rejecting risk of apathy
To my own life. This seems right.
I’m ready to rewrite my destiny
Not giving up to fantasy
And all my dreams. This seems right.
I’m ready to rewrite my destiny
And I don’t need your empathy.
My will is strong. I’ll be alright.
I’m ready to rewrite my destiny
All I want now is ecstasy.
Love is my drug. It’s in sight.

Monday, July 2, 2018

I am... Me

Fuck a hook
I’m writing words to hit the heart
With truth AND a melody.

What you give
Is nonsense you’re saying nothing
And it’s fake with no empathy.

Let me sing
Whatever I want to explain
You don’t know know what I face each day

Do you care
You can say you do but you don’t
You’re a Hetero normal

It’s my truth
All of this every bit of it
I could continue on this beat.

I was judged
Just for being the man I am
Back home the locals didn’t care

You won’t know
My struggle don’t ever pretend to
I was born this way you’re a whore

It’s okay
It is what it is I can see
You’re just too ignorant to see

I am me
Yet you continue to judge me
I am at peace but are you

I’m still me
After all of these year I am
Okay with who i am, I am

Me...

Simplicity

After years and tears caused by the failures
I’m done with false pretense.
I just want to strip away the layers
Be true in every sense.
No more first date lies and the fantasies
Or exaggerations.
So just get straight to the intimacies
The bullshit isn’t fun

Strip it all away
And lay it bare
I just want your
Simplicity.

Simple, Simple
All I want is this
To be simple

I’m too old now to be wasting our time
Can’t we keep it simple...

Be honest and real for once and if we can’t be agree on our end goals stop continuing all this its prolonging everything that I ever want and what will be mine


Wipe it all away
And just be true
I crave to have
Simplicity.

Simple, Simple
All I want is this
To be simple

Keep true to yourself
I’m doing the same.
That will make it easy
To figure out if this is what either of us might ever want and we’ll have
Simplicity

Simple, Simple
All I want is this
To be simple

Please give me simplicity
I just want simplicity
I crave to have simplicity
I want your simplicity
Simply simplicity.