Ember

 Ember

The days pass like flipping pages

Like a lake rolling in its wakes

Some days casual 

And sometimes violent

But the next isn’t promised 

Nothings guaranteed 

As today looks back on yesterday

And watches it burn from view 

A ember from the past

Could still destroy everything. 

Remembering the flames

The heat and passion

The hurt and the ruin 

Each day comes quicker than the last

That I start to forget the past

In memoriam 

With such temperance

That’s disregarded

As today looks back on yesterday

And watches it burn from view 

A ember from the past

Could still destroy everything. 

Remembering the burn

The hate and loving

The lies above it all 

If you run away from the past

Without facing what didn’t last 

It will come for you 

With a fires fury

And torch all your dreams

As today looks back on yesterday

And watches it burn from view 

A ember from the past

Could still destroy everything. 

Remembering the spark

The fear and the joy

The truth that made you run 

Remembering the burn

The hate and loving

The lies above it all 

Remembering the flames

The heat and passion

The hurt and the ruin 

Remembering

Remember

Ember 

A Bit Vicious

 A Bit Vicious. 

Reach out and touch me

As my whole hand slaps your face

God damn basic fools 

Wanting love when all I want

Is you to be 6 feet under. 

You don’t know me

Or the energy I possess

I don’t need to say anything 

Or snap a finger (that’s attention)

I could crush you with just a look. 

Call it BDE

Call it your worst fear

Don’t dare cross me.  

I’ll leave you wounded 

I’m loud

I’m proud

I’m a little bit.

A little bit

A bit 

Vicious. 

Just give me your worst

I’m ready for fuckery

You’re a basic tool 

Trying to bring me down but I

Know I’ll just rise despite of you. 

Who could love me 

Knowing what I know about me. 

As do you, I’m controversy. 

So that’s what they say (so that’s gossip)

These words could ruin you right now. 

Is it honesty 

Is it a lost tear

Don’t dare hurt me

You will leave this scarred.  

I’m loud

I’m proud

I’m a little bit.

A little bit

A bit 

Vicious. 

Don’t dare underestimate  me

I’ll crush you and all your hopes and dreams. 

Don’t dare underestimate me

I’ll ruin what you care and love for 

Don’t dare underestimate me

I’ll become your antithesis

I’m loud

I’m proud

I’m a little bit.

A little bit

A bit 

Vicious. 

Idiot Run Away

 Idiot Run Away 

Break break

Chances 

And Mislocations. 

I’m vibrating

Positively trembling 

Overwhelmed with energy

That would blow you away

I don’t know how it will manifest

An explosive verbal argument

A sadistic death by hand 

Or a fantastical in between 

I’m a danger to you

You have no place for me 

Run idiot run away

I’m lost inside myself 

Listen to me don’t just see 

Run idiot run away

You’re Shaking now

Absolutely soul quaking 

Scared of whatever this is

That my words are that blast

The one to ruin you, set me right 

It’s here or there now with this theory 

I’ll kill you with my own hand

Or you’ll die here by the grace of god 

I’m a danger to you

You have no place for me 

Run idiot run away

I’m lost inside myself 

Listen to me don’t just see 

Run idiot run away

No good

We are no good

Toxic

So run away 

Break break

Chances 

And Mislocations. 

And get away. 

I’m a danger to you

You have no place for me 

Run idiot run away

I’m lost inside myself 

Listen to me don’t just see 

Run idiot run away

Rural Route 2

 Rural Route 2

Rural route 2

Took you to a place

That no longer exists 

No one lived there but me

And my family

Now it’s hot property

And we left the past behind.  

My father lived there

In ashes 

In a tackle box

My mother appeared

Just a girl

And left a woman

Roads change routes remain

That patchy road

Will always lead me home. 

Rural route 2

Took you to a place

That no longer exists 

No one lived there but me

And my family

Now it’s hot property

And we left the past behind.  

My bother moved there

6 years old 

And he lingered on

My home since my birth 

Solitude

Was all I could know 

Woods were my playground 

In that silence 

I began to dream

Rural route 2

Took you to a place

That no longer exists 

No one lived there but me

And my family

Now it’s hot property

And we left the past behind.  

Burning woods become 

Burnt ember and oak 

Scorched inside the wildwood

It’s time to say goodbye. 

Rural route 2

Took you to a place

That no longer exists 

No one lived there but me

And my family

Now it’s hot property

And we left the past behind.  

 

Spotlight Complex

You'll regret pushing me away

Cause when you see me with an upgrade

You'll be sad you missed your chance

As for me I’ll take it in stride

I gave your a chance and now it's gone

Ill be sure to take care of me

So don't blame me when you feel inferiority 

Im sick and tired of being made to feel

I'm responsible for every ones actions and thoughts

I'm not that powerful

No matter how much power you give me

I didn't make you sneak around

To feel that you had to screw around

That's your own insecurities tying you down

I got mine with pride no shame

We were only fucking just party friends 

So don't make me feel like I'm to blame

Why is my spotlight giving you such a complex

If you knew me as my friend

You'd be proud of my time to shine 

Riot rights and Miranda ones 

I can’t hold you back any more

What is Intimacy now 

It’s a construct of illusion 

That people like you push off on me

But I’ll take care of number one 

I don’t have time to deal with your insecurities 

I’m worn and weary because I’m loving 

Why should I concern human thought beyond my own mind

We aren’t here just for me

But for the calamity we will see 

I didn’t see you in darkness 

Sinning Doing biblical sins 

That’s all you being a false victim In this tale

I don’t need you anymore 

You mean nothing to me any more now

Our time back then a spot of shame

Why is my spotlight giving you such a complex

If you knew me as my friend

You'd be proud of my time to shine 

And you wonder why I end up feeling the way I do

I'm not good enough so that as soon as I leave you go get screwed

While I waited and waited for you to take me in

Fuck it!  Even though you're giving me power i refuse to reciprocate 

WE COME BACK AGAIN (duty)

 WE COME BACK AGAIN (duty)

I wrote you off a million times

Killed you off in my universe 

But I needed to be better

And find your salvation

That doesn’t exist 

You soul is bitter

No mixer

Yet these attempts 

We live we try we lie

We come back again 

We love we cry we die

We come back again 

It’s our duty

To try and finish

What we barely started 

To try and finish 

It’s our duty

I try to be the better man

I know I’ll be better than you 

I see you aren’t a point to measure 

You’re the lost cause I’m not 

You sink and I rise

But I gave my word

No crosses 

Am I still tied 

We do we are we sail

We come back again 

We kiss we bare we fail

We come back again 

It’s our duty

To try and finish

What we barely started 

To try and finish 

It’s our duty

Our duty

Duty duty duty 

Our duty 

Duty duty duty 

What does that even mean 

We are we free we were

We come back again 

We lust we miss we care

We come back again 

It’s our duty

To try and finish

What we barely started 

To try and finish 

It’s our duty

Life Stream

 Life Stream

Your god is basic

Not quite Therapeutic

And I don’t feel it

Omnipresent 

And Omnipotent but

But I don’t believe it

Lies and tries of colonizers

We were forced to subscribe 

In history find what can make us risers 

I’m not here for the forced dogma

Im looking for the ancient truth

The souls still bound inside my soul

From Gaia, Terra, the true eternal

In the life stream 

That binds the seams

In the life stream

Where truth begins

In the life steam 

Beyond our fantasies 

In the life stream

Where it’s not a dream

Your truth is flawed

Faith is simple minded

And I don’t feel it

So ignorant

A mind that’s so stagnant 

But I don’t feel it

The stories told by old white men 

We were sold each Sunday 

Our souls tell us better than those euro lies 

I’m not here for fabled prophets

I’m craving a connection with

The ancestors in my blood. 

From Gaia, Terra, the true eternal 

In the life stream 

That binds the seams

In the life stream

Where truth begins

In the life steam 

Beyond our fantasies 

In the life stream

Where it’s not a dream

I’m not here to be placated 

To be indoctrinated in

The salvation you’re selling ....

I’m not here to be one of you 

I woke with my own point of view

With no need for your savior...

The lies the lies the cries the tries

From Gaia, Terra, the true eternal 

In the life stream 

That binds the seams

In the life stream

Where truth begins

In the life steam 

Beyond our fantasies 

In the life stream

Where it’s not a dream