The Noise

 The Noise

The whispers of chaos

The moments of clarity 

I’m neither here nor there

The fact that I’m insane 

The truth it’s a lie they told 

I’m neither here nor there

People say a lot

Sometimes too much

They say words don’t hurt

But they can burn and ruin. 

I’ve been burnt

I’ve been ruined

I’ve been the trash

Taken out by lies 

So here we are 

Figuring it out 

Deciphering 

The noise

The whispers of chaos

The moments of clarity 

I’m neither here nor there

The fact that I’m insane 

The truth it’s a lie they told 

I’m neither here nor there

Im just bruised okay?

Accusations 

Untrue still they hurt 

Like a knife cut and kill

I’ve been hurt

I’ve been murdered 

I’ve been foolish

Exaggerating 

So despite that

Here I am trying 

To understand

The noise

The whispers of chaos

The moments of clarity 

I’m neither here nor there

The fact that I’m insane 

The truth it’s a lie they told 

I’m neither here nor there

And In this life 

I’ll fail and again

I’ll listen to

The noise 

The whispers of chaos

The moments of clarity 

I’m neither here nor there

The fact that I’m insane 

The truth it’s a lie they told 

I’m neither here nor there

Play

 Play

I’m so foolish 

You had me on cloud nine

Fingering my joy

Why should I love you boo

But I was just a game to you

You won and I lose

But what did you win

And what did I lose. 

(That’s what you think)

So you like games

Let’s play 

If that’s what you want 

Play lay pray say

You wanna 

Play lay pray say

You want it.  

You are “toolish” 

Someone just to be used

To give me a thrill

And like trash discarded 

But we played each other so well

Really no one lost

Was it worth it dear

Now it’s said and done 

(That’s what you think)

So you like games

Let’s play 

If that’s what you want 

Play lay pray say

You wanna 

Play lay pray say

You want it.  

At the end of the day

You got yours

And I got mine

I used you

You used me

We did that

Got the goal

At the end of the day 

So you like games

Let’s play 

If that’s what you want 

Play lay pray say

You wanna 

Play lay pray say

You want it.  

Cries Tries Lies

 

Who do you know who loves you

Who lies to you. 

And who makes any sense. 

I’m a fractured remnant 

Of my past 

Memories so raw

They burn my soul 

So when you said something kind

When I was vulnerable it healed

Wounds you didn’t know.  

But then you walked away.  

After sharing tragic stories both of us 

Were yours lies or mine

I’m tired of my cries tries lies. 

I’m just trying to tie this up. 

Despite the pain

I carry forever

I’m the sum of heartache 

In my life

That I can’t explain. 

Without crying. 

 When you held me close and tight 

And I didn’t run away from you. 

You entered my soul 

But then you walked away.  

After sharing tragic stories both of us 

Were yours lies or mine

I’m tired of my cries tries lies. 

I just want to be be held. 

Loved.  Like you led me to believe 

You could do but I’m not so sure

But then you walked away.  

After sharing tragic stories both of us 

Were yours lies or mine

I’m tired of my cries tries lies. 

Moving On

 

“Step forward, step back

I’ll help you, here’s each flaw

But I’m too busy for everything 

Except what you can do for me”

Stoke my ego hold my heart 

Then run away

You’re not worthy of me

Unfreeze the moment 

Let it go 

It’s not important 

I’m moving on. 

I’ll hold you, so close

Your heartbeat, soothes my soul

But I mistook that moment for love

I’ll always be a love sick fool

Increase my pulse calm my mind 

And runaway 

You weren’t meant to be 

Unfreeze the moment 

Let it go 

It’s not important 

I’m moving on. 

I once asked to freeze time

But just let it die

I’m to burnt in the light

You lied to me. 

Unfreeze the moment 

Let it go 

It’s not important 

I’m moving on. 

I don’t care what you can offer

I’m moving on

I don’t care what you can do

I’m moving on

I don’t care about your metrics 

I’m moving on. 

Genau Genau

 

I can say hello

And you ignore me

In every language 

Am I worthy. 

私はふさわしいです <Watashi wa sore ni ataisuru> (I deserve it)

Does it matter 

With the gibberish and shit

Fuck you and all you heard 

I’m saying things no one ever heard 

بأي لغة  <bi'ayi lugha> (in any language)

What’s wrong with saying things I don’t know in a language I don’t know

So hello stranger

Let’s get to know each other 

친밀하게 <chinmilhage> (intimately)

Even if I don’t

Comprehend we can still move 

Genau Genau (intimately intimately)

I can’t just let go

With all we can be  

In every moment 

It was worth it 

Je te veux toujours pourquoi je ne sais pas (I still want you why I know not)

So why ask why

When we can’t speak just act out

We can’t say anything

Worth while so let’s just act on motion 

Язык тела <yazyk tela> (body language)

I understand what You want  and need despite what I can not hear 

So hello stranger

Let’s get to know each other 

친밀하게 <chinmilhage> (intimately)

Even if I don’t

Comprehend we can still move 

Genau Genau (intimately intimately)

我们不用说话了 <

Wǒmen bùyòng shuōhuàle> (we don’t have to speak)

Dobbiamo solo ballare (we just need to dance)

Touch

Feel 

Breathe 

Be….   Freeeeee

So hello stranger

Let’s get to know each other 

친밀하게 <chinmilhage> (intimately)

Even if I don’t

Comprehend we can still move 

Genau Genau (intimately intimately)

Chestnut

 Chestnut 

I don’t know what to say 

I’m living life

You’re just producing

While you’re a cattle farm

I’m an enterprise 

And a hard nut to crack

Can you produce 

What I do

Your crotch rocks 

Don’t mean anything 

I’m good

I’m okay

I’ll be someone

Someday 

Today

Tomorrow

Soon

What is this feeling of

Emptiness 

Life enterally

Spinning shit for those fools

Who don’t trust In Me 

Can you care now

Like I do 

Your fool juice

Is wasted on me 

What a hard nut to crack

I’m good

I’m okay

I’ll be someone

Someday 

Today

Tomorrow

Soon

Chestnut eyed

And chestnut hair

I’m not unaware

Of what’s happening 

They say I’m I’m cute

Desired

The perfect average man

What’s perfect and average 

But a nice excuse 

I’m grandly extraordinarily 

Check that with chestnut

Hair and eyes 

I’m good

I’m okay

I’ll be someone

Someday 

Today

Tomorrow

Soon

I’m the personification 

Of the chestnut. 

Try and break me

You never will

運動の歌

 運動の歌 <Undō no uta>

But what is fate

A second hand take at eternity 

And why are we here but for

Fate (unmei) Fate (unmei) maybe faith

One time two times 

The here and now

How are we are

And who we are

Nothing but Unmei <fate>

Random encounters 

最初のキス <first kisses>

Bittersweet mistakes 

まだあなたを愛してもいいですか? <could I still love you>

But what is 愛<love>

A fools illusion of what life can be

So why are you here but for 

運命<fate> 運命<fate> たぶん信仰 <Tabun shinkō>

1回、2回 <1-Kai 2-kai>

So now why not 

And what is this

And why is this 

なぜ <why> なぜ <why>  bull shit

Blurred together and spun out

何も意味がありません<Nani mo imi ga arimasen> (nothing makes sense)

Thrown together without reason

なぜそれが問題になるのですか <Naze sore ga mondai ni naru nodesu ka> (why does it matter)

それはでたらめです <Sore wa detaramedesu> it’s bullshit 

But what is unmei

But shit thrown together 

With も意味ない  <Mo imi nai>

Namae watashi wa あなたの最悪の悪夢

But what is fate

A second hand take at eternity 

And why are we here but for

Fate (unmei) Fate (unmei) maybe faith