It Hurts

 

And i 

Love you so much 

It hurts 

Let’s be honest 

Despite the wine

I need you

It’s not simple

These feelings lie 

What is true

I don’t know 

What is this messed up emotional shit

Let me breathe

In and out and comprehend all of it 

But… but… but

I’m trying although 

I… try… I…

Want to be better 

And i 

Love you so much 

It hurts 

My soul is gone

What a damn crime 

I’m a fool

For loving you

What can I do

No one knows

How to live

When infatuation and common sense meet

No one knows 

The meaning of all of this I digress. 

So… so… so… 

I’m feeling some things 

That… I… know… 

Will ruin me dear

And i 

Love you so much 

It hurts 

I’ve lived in solitude

And full of lies 

The truth is

It hurts

Why… why… why…

Did I lie to you. 

But.. right… now

I accept freedom

And i 

Love you so much 

It hurts 

The Same Air

 

I’ve said it over and over again 

I’m done being my stories victim 

Let me shine despite all of the lies 

Let me breathe. Give me air.  Back up!

Right now all I know is my soul. 

Despite my past it’s all I have 

And here we are

Breathing the same air

Despite it all

We’re breathing the same air. 

I love you dispute all the delusions. 

Let’s be free of any consequence

And let love be only care

In my life if that’s alright there 

I’d sell my soul for this last chance 

There nothing else I can give up

And here we are

Breathing the same air

Despite it all

We’re breathing the same air. 

It’s my last breath

And the same air

Suffocating 

On the same air. 

Let me catch my breath

I’m chocking gasping for air

And here we are  

Oxygen deprived 

Wanting more 

And here we are

Breathing the same air

Despite it all

We’re breathing the same air. 

Make It Right

 

What am I but a humble man

Crying out 

For attention I’m unworthy 

But who are we

Who am I 

Despite that 

I’m the one 

I’ll be the one 

Who’s right from wrong. 

I wanted love 

But now I don’t care 

Fix it make it right 

Fix it make it right 

God damn it 

Make it right. 

And who am I but better than

Anyone 

It’s just the truth where is the lie 

I try my god 

To be one 

I rise 

Above this

Give me a kiss

The past is gone 

What is above 

Is it something fair 

Fix it make it right 

Fix it make it right 

God damn it 

Make it right.

In the dark in the light 

I don’t want to be here 

The dusk and the dawn

Myself is all I can fear 

Fix it make it right 

Fix it make it right 

God damn it 

Make it right.

I Can’t (just don’t hurt me)

 

I’m just trying to be

The best version of me. 

Here I am

Incomplete 

But worthy of…

Your love, your trust 

I can’t get enough 

Your time, your lust 

I can’t get enough 

I don’t care what you do

Just don’t hurt me

I don’t mind anything 

Just don’t hurt me

Don’t 

Just don’t 

Don’t hurt me

Just don’t hurt me. 

I just want to be seen

Despite the in between 

That they talk

About me

Not knowing I 

Want love, want trust

I can’t get enough 

Want time, your lust

I can’t get enough. 

I don’t care what you do

Just don’t hurt me

I don’t mind anything 

Just don’t hurt me

Don’t 

Just don’t 

Don’t hurt me

Just don’t hurt me. 

Fairy tales and bitter lies have groomed me

To not expect anything but heart ache

Can you do it differently 

And give me a happy ending 

I don’t care what you do

Just don’t hurt me

I don’t mind anything 

Just don’t hurt me

Don’t 

Just don’t 

Don’t hurt me

Just don’t hurt me. 

Air 2022

 

I can’t breathe 

I’m suffocating 

I can’t escape 

You or any anything 

I’m trying to find my way

Free of my past 

And anything 

That lingers on

And maybe  one day soon 

I can breathe

Open up and breathe 

I’ll just breathe 

Despite everything 

I’m alone. 

Don’t know what to do. 

Right now I pray

For a damn sign 

Oh hey by the way I’m gay. 

True to myself 

And everything 

That’s not enough. 

And maybe  one day soon 

I can breathe

Open up and breathe 

I’ll just breathe 

Despite everything 

But inhale

One two three 

Release 

And just breathe 

One two three 

Release. 

And maybe  one day soon 

I can breathe

Open up and breathe 

I’ll just breathe 

Despite everything 

Freedom

 Freedom

Please give me a sign

Any of this makes sense 

I’m going crazy 

In the world today 

I can’t breathe right now

Because of everything

I’m still dealing with

That I try to hide

I’m cold… and alone

What does anything mean

I just want to be me

Be free and release 

Myself into the universe. 

Freedom

(Scream it out)

Freedom

(Live it out)

Freedom

Freedom

Why do I trouble 

Myself with my past then

I’m better off now

Than I’ve ever been

I’m chained to the past

And I want to be free

But I don’t know how

It still lingers on

It’s old, and I’m done

Happiness is a dream 

I just want to be me

Be free and release 

Myself into the universe. 

Freedom

(Scream it out)

Freedom

(Live it out)

Freedom

Freedom

Despite who I’ve ever been

Can the universe release me

From my past atrocities 

Let me be 

I just want to be me

Be free and release 

Myself into the universe. 

Freedom

(Scream it out)

Freedom

(Live it out)

Freedom

Freedom

Empty Soul

 Empty soul

I tried to find my peace

And found an emptiness 

I’ve never explored 

Despite my desire

My tension will not ease 

Nothing can manifest 

A feeling like this 

Even if I want 

More

Let it burn 

Fire wasting

Everything 

And here I am

Vacant 

With an empty soul. 

But I want so much more. 

 

I tried to find my peace

And found an emptiness 

I’ve never explored 

Despite my desire

My tension will not ease 

Nothing can manifest 

A feeling like this 

Even if I want 

Love

Give it up

It’s wasting 

Everything 

I’ve ever know 

Is gone

Just an empty soul 

Despite it all encore 

I tried to find my peace

And found an emptiness 

I’ve never explored 

Despite my desire

My tension will not ease 

Nothing can manifest 

A feeling like this 

Even if I want 

But am I enough

Oh baby

Although I’m rough 

Who are you

Despite the one I’m taking to 

Just an empty soul. 

I tried to find my peace

And found an emptiness 

I’ve never explored 

Despite my desire

My tension will not ease 

Nothing can manifest 

A feeling like this 

Even if I want …