"How Do I Say It"

I miss the taste of your kiss

The touch of your hand

The smell of your skin

You have me addicted to you

My time with you is too short

I can’t get enough

You’re all I could want

Why does this feeling feel so right

Words can’t express

I want you to understand how I feel

How do I say how I feel

I must confess

This feeling I feel for you is real

How do I say how I feel

Te quiero, ai shiteru, je t’aime

Ti amo, iche liebe dich, I love you

But how do I say it…

When you smile at me I smile

You laugh and I laugh

I don’t understand

How you could make me feel this way

And you send me flying high

I could touch the sky

I’m lost in your eyes

It’s a feeling I can’t deny

Words can’t express

I want you to understand how I feel

How do I say how I feel

I must confess

This feeling I feel for you is real

How do I say how I feel

Te quiero, ai shiteru, je t’aime

Ti amo, iche liebe dich, I love you

But how do I say it…

"Unfaithfulness"

You made me feel guilty

Filled me with regret

When every feeling that I had

Should have been yours instead

I didn’t know your cruelty

Wish I could forget

How could you make me feel so bad

You had me so misled

I could forgive you for just about anything

The cheating and heartache

But I won’t forgive you for unfaithfulness

I could forgive you for just about anything

The torture and heartbreak

But I won’t forgive you for unfaithfulness

I won’t deny my mistake

You told everyone

But I never did take that step

You fucked him in our bed

What was to be a break

Not to say we’re done

Could just have been our worst misstep

With what’s inside my head

I could forgive you for just about anything

The cheating and heartache

But I won’t forgive you for unfaithfulness

I could forgive you for just about anything

The torture and heartbreak

But I won’t forgive you for unfaithfulness

Unless I have a change of heart

We’re over, we’re done, we’re finished

Unless I decide to restart

We’re over, we’re done, we’re finished

"Break Your Heart"

How can I explain?
Why I shut you out
I will always have feelings for you
And regrets for not staying

You weren’t the only
My heart was yearning
It wasn’t fair to love another
When your love was mine only

I had to break your heart
I didn’t deserve it, I hadn’t earned it
I had to break your heart
I didn’t understand, and now it’s too late

We moved so fast
Was it meant to be?
I was scared to give it some more time
Second guessing everything

My heart overflowed
I couldn’t say no
To anyone who ever loved me
My heart wasn’t yours alone

I had to break your heart
I didn’t deserve it, I hadn’t earned it
I had to break your heart
I didn’t understand, and now it’s too late

"Starting Over"

Here I am
Back at the place
I never thought I’d be
How can I
Begin to say
Why I came back to this

Now I find myself starting over
Rebuilding bridges I had burnt
I did say once that this was over
But you deserve another turn

I could not
Say how I felt
To you or anyone
I’m sorry
I left you then
But we are stronger now

Now I find myself starting over
Rebuilding bridges I had burnt
I did say once that this was over
But you deserve another turn

I had to go away
Break your heart
Make you realize
Make me realize
What was missing
How to improve

You said once
That you love me
I took that for granted
I said once
That I missed you
And here we are again

Now I find myself starting over
Rebuilding bridges I had burnt
I did say once that this was over
But you deserve another turn

"Catastrophe"

I find myself in this situation
It didn’t happen by mistake
I thought I was playing a game
And now I’m in too deep

I never meant to get involved
But sometimes my heart goes off alone
My brain can’t construct rhyme or reason
How unfortunate for you that now there’s two

This could all end in catastrophe
If you found out about us
This could all end in catastrophe
If you knew what we’re doing
This could all end in catastrophe
If you saw things through my eyes

I find myself talking to you late at night
Scream fighting over phone calls
I keep saying it’s not like that
Why can’t I let you go

I never meant to drag you in
Why am I so afraid of this change
I used to live spontaneously
I think that changed back when I first met you

This could all end in catastrophe
If you found out about us
This could all end in catastrophe
If you knew what we’re doing
This could all end in catastrophe
If you saw things through my eyes

This could all end in catastrophe
It would be okay if some things would…

"My Story"

Things started out happy
Moving quickly ever changing
I reached a point where I wish I could stop time
But no man ever can
As life kept on moving
It changed directions without me
The others then started to get in your way
Tarnishing everything

This is my story
My side of the story
Different to the one you’re telling everyone
Maybe the truth will meet somewhere in between
Each side of the story
This is my story

Completely unaware
We had set the end in motion
When one on one intimacy went away
Never to come again
The distance in my heart
Became distance across the land
The unwritten test you failed which crippled me
Leaving nothing the same

This is my story
My side of the story
Different to the one you’re telling everyone
Maybe the truth will meet somewhere in between
Each side of the story
This is my story

My heart was then alone
That’s when a stranger came to me
Unlocking everything I had kept inside
Releasing us from this
I must apologize
I forgot to communicate
We could have saved everything we had created
If I had learned to speak

This is my story
My side of the story
Different to the one you’re telling everyone
Maybe the truth will meet somewhere in between
Each side of the story
This is my story

"So Far..."

I’ve spent my life drifting aimlessly
I never had to worry about danger
I was always safe
I made sure there was a safety net
I would have never thought to fly without lines
I was never brave
I always kept someone close to me
I never ventured out in the darkness alone
Just one step behind
It was always easier this way
to go through my life always watching your back
So you could fall first

So far I’ve taken care of you
Seen you succeed instead of me
So far I’ve never been alone
Always had someone by my side
So far I’ve always had a hand
To make sure I never went wrong

Maybe I need to be alone

I have always taken your advice
Even if my mind told me that you were wrong
So you could be blamed
One day I thought I’d go on my own
But I only replaced you with some one else
I can’t be alone

So far I’ve taken care of you
Seen you succeed instead of me
So far I’ve never been alone
Always had someone by my side
So far I’ve always had a hand
To make sure I never went wrong

Maybe I need to be alone