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"House Party"

You… I dedicated myself to you When I could have anyone I chose you instead I… Never thought that you would break my heart I gave it to you blindly Was that my mistake Where are you I can’t find you I knock on the door And then I hear you Funny what can happen at a house party I came in with you but when did you leave Funny what can happen at a house party You just broke my heart but why don’t you  see We… Were my dream of an eternity I dreamt that we could be that So was I a fool So… What do I do with all these feelings They’re all broken in my heart But I wont’ forget I hear you And I see you My eyes see you now There with someone else Funny what can happen at a house party I came in with you but when did you leave Funny what can happen at a house party You just broke my heart but why don’t you  see

"Closure"

Even the best laid plans have faltered Dreams of forever can be altered There was a time when you were the one But now that time in our lives is done We spent some time in the wilderness Wandering with no ending But now I have closure I still have love in my heart for you It’s just not the same now that we’re through Still something in me felt incomplete Running until I can’t feel my feet I just wouldn’t turn to say goodbye I kept running from the end But now I have closure Now I can stop looking for you here There’s nothing left here for me to fear We closed the chapter to start a new So from now what do I do But now I have closure

"You & Me (Through)"

Why do you try to avoid me? When I want to try and leave you Do you know what I want to say? Is that why you just run away I don’t… Have much more to… Say so… Please don’t put me… Off now… Let me say it Don’t ignore it You and me are through Please don’t kiss me It’s not working You and me are through I just want to make this painless You have let this go on too long What do you keep holding on for The love we had is there no more I can’t… Keep holding on… To this… When I’m over… You now… Let me say it Don’t ignore it You and me are through Please don’t kiss me It’s not working You and me are through I won’t… Say I never… Loved you But I… Know it’s over… We’re through Let me say it Don’t ignore it You and me are through Please don’t kiss me It’s not working You and me are through

"666/Self Destruction"

I feel sorry for you When did you stop caring? Why’d you let yourself go? Did I do this to you? Was this always in you? Did I really hurt you? What could I have done… Or said to change this? Since I left you You’re on a path of self destruction Are you that broken What’s your malfunction? I feel like it’s all my fault I’m so sorry if it is What has a hold of you? What is your point of view? When I left you were cool… I really don’t get you How did I hurt you… To leave you this way? Since I left you You’re on a path of self destruction Are you that broken What’s your malfunction?

"Only One"

In the morning Let me be the first thing on your mind In a moment of solitude Wish that you were alone with me When you’re dreaming Let me be the one you dream of And in the dark of night tonight Could you want to spend it with me? I want to be your only one Here I am, needing you Hoping you need me too I’m wanting to hear from you Where are you, I’m lonely I still want to be your only I don’t want to be lonely In the morning Let me be the first thing on your mind In a moment of solitude Wish that you were alone with me I want to be your only one It’s my truth, I’m jealous You make my heart zealous Don’t make my soul feel jealous I want more, more of this I’m on fire from your kiss Won’t you give me more of this When you’re dreaming Let me be the one you dream of And in the dark of night tonight Could you want to spend it with me? I want to be your only one

"Released"

I’ve been numb for so long I forgot what feeling was You have released me You fell into my life I didn’t find you You didn’t find me We just connected You just felt so right Did you feel it too And see what I see We just connected I forgot what this feeling was I had told myself I’d never feel this again I’ve been numb for so long I forgot was feeling was You have released me I gave up on love Gave myself up to Playing every game For eternity You showed what kind of Love you had in you No one is the same And now I can see I forgot what this feeling was I had told myself I’d never feel this again I’ve been numb for so long I forgot was feeling was You have released me Locked in a cage You released me My heart my soul You released me I forgot what this feeling was I had told myself I’d never feel this again I’ve been numb for so long I forgot was feeling was You have released me

"Shouldn't I Hate You"

Things would be so easy Life would be breezy If I could just forget you Set my heart free I wouldn’t feel like this I still miss your kiss When part of me misses you I can’t be free Shouldn’t I hate you After all you’ve put me through But inside my heart There’s still love after we part Shouldn’t I hate you Make it easy on myself Shouldn’t I…Shouldn’t I Shouldn’t I hate you Make it easy on myself Shouldn’t I…Shouldn’t I I wonder how you feel And how do you deal With the end of such a thing How do you sleep But why do I still care My hearts still aware Of what all you’ve done to me Why can’t I sleep Shouldn’t I hate you After all you’ve put me through But inside my heart There’s still love after we part Shouldn’t I hate you Make it easy on myself Shouldn’t I…Shouldn’t I Shouldn’t I hate you Make it easy on myself Shouldn’t I…Shouldn’t I I can’t let all this go No matter how much I close that door If I could just hate you Just moving on would be easier I can’t do it, you’ll always ...