It's You

I knew loving you wouldn't be easy
Still I give you myself completely
I know sometimes I drive you crazy
With everything I expect of you lately
So I don't do it to be difficult
I do it because you are capable
You sell yourself short for a miracle
But there's nothing I'm more sure of

It's you, it's always you
No matter what, I believe in you

There are times that you make me discouraged
When I try to make you encouraged
I just believe in your potential
So Don't ever doubt your self as essential
I don't want to make you a better man
You already are and I know you can
Be everything that you doubt you can be
The man I love and choose to see

It's you, it's always you
No matter what, I believe in you

I hear the pain in your laugh
And see it in your eyes
I'll try and subdue it a million times
You say you're no good for me
I'm sorry that's a lie
I'll stand here and testify as to why

It's you, it's always you
No matter what, I believe in you

"Counting My Mistakes"

1 thinking without you I'll be done
2 worrying about what you do
3 giving you power over me
4 thinking you could give me more

Making a list regretting it twice
I'm sitting back and looking back

Counting my mistakes with you

5 wondering if you ever lie
6 having to make this list
7 comparing you to heaven
8 hoping that I'm not too late.

Taking this list and regretting a miss
I'm looking back I can't take back

Counting my mistakes with you
All the mistakes I made with you.

"Coming For You"

I’m ready to put up a fight

Do whatever it takes

To bask in side your light

Whatever are the stakes

I’m going to show you I’m not like the rest

You can leave your baggage in the past

Come on if you need to put me to the test

Once I choose someone I work to make it last

I hope you’re ready cause

I’m coming for you

Don’t put up a fight cause

I’m coming for you

I’ll make you fall in love

I’m coming for you

Please don’t resist my love

I’m coming for you

If you let me I’ll break your walls

If you can let me in

I wait for all your calls

Your heart I want to win

I hope you can let me in so you can see

I’m going to give you everything

Don’t let your past broken heart silence my plea

You’re already starting to make my heart sing

I hope you’re ready cause

I’m coming for you

Don’t put up a fight cause

I’m coming for you

I’ll make you fall in love

I’m coming for you

Please don’t resist my love

I’m coming for you

I’m not going anywhere

Patiently waiting for you…

"May There Be Love"

Since when did my right to love who I choose

Infringe on your archaic backwards beliefs

If I marry a man what is it that you would lose?

Right now I’m in your small mined prison awaiting release

Out of the darkness comes the light

Out of your hate may there be love

It doesn’t matter what you think is right

No matter what may there be love

I’m sorry you don’t care to understand

Your ignorance will not ever hold me down

And I know that my heart won’t allow me to be damned

Wake up stand up and open up to take a good look around

Out of the darkness comes the light

Out of your hate may there be love

It doesn’t matter what you think is right

No matter what may there be love

"Dreams"

My hearts been broken many times

That I’m running out of rhymes

And I’ve broken a few when I was still healing

When my mind was still reeling

But no matter how many times it breaks

No matter how invested or the stakes

It always hurts just as bad

I’m always just as sad

Someone once told me…

“don’t have hopes, expectations, or dreams

And you won’t be disappointed”

But I’m still a fool

I hope dreams will meet expectations

And I’m always disappointed

There’s the one who drove me to drink

My sanity to the brink

And the one who showed me drugs and life of excess

Another failed success

I wonder what I always do so wrong

Have I always made mistakes for so long

You’d think by now that I’d give up

But I can’t just give up

Someone once told me…

“don’t have hopes, expectations, or dreams

And you won’t be disappointed”

But I’m still a fool

I hope dreams will meet expectations

And I’m always disappointed

Here I am climbing another mountain

I keep telling myself not to expect anything

But I know when I get thrown back down

It will return, that all too familiar pain

Someone once told me…

“don’t have hopes, expectations, or dreams

And you won’t be disappointed”

But I’m still a fool

I hope dreams will meet expectations

And I’m always disappointed

…Clinging on to dreams

All I end up with are dreams

"Tender Hearts"

These little weekend rendezvous are driving me nuts

I can’t help thinking a little more time with you is a must

For someone who likes it fast going slow is torture

I keep telling myself this way will make it more pure

I want to heal you, resurrect you

Let me in to liberate you

I want to feel you, and complete you

If there is any way I can

I’m wise enough to see behind your front

Even though you pull off a pretty good stunt

Your tender heart is bruised but beating

I don’t know if you know just where I stand

I’m the only one to know my truth first hand

My tender heart is bruised but beating

Trust……. I understand why

I remember similar thoughts that come whenever I cry

The only thing that I don’t understand here is how

Anyone could ever be with you and on the prow

I want to know you, and receive you

I will hold back not to rush you

I’m waiting to hear, wipe off a tear

Here I stand ready and waiting

I’m wise enough to see behind your front

Even though you pull off a pretty good stunt

Your tender heart is bruised but beating

I don’t know if you know just where I stand

I’m the only one to know my truth first hand

My tender heart is bruised but beating

"Meltdown"

Come a little closer as the heat gets hotter

I’m feeling my body moving in directions

I never knew they’d go before

All at the sight of you

Wanting to get close to you

I don’t think that this night could get any better

Now I’ve got my head scanning all it sections

For reasons to get off the floor

Want to go home with you

Needing to get close to you

I just want to meltdown

My knees fall to the ground

I don’t want a let down

What is this that I’ve found

I just want to melt down

As my pulse skips a beat

I don’t want a let down

Now I’m feeling the heat

Now I want to get out of my head just a bit

Wrap my thoughts around what I’ve found and what I’ve got

I know I want some more of this

My hearts on overdrive

My feelings are not to hide

Now I’ve gone and lost my head and I need to sit

And in my head I never want to leave this spot

My soul so far from the abyss

Never felt so alive

I’m so ready for this ride

I just want to meltdown

My knees fall to the ground

I don’t want a let down

What is this that I’ve found

I just want to melt down

As my pulse skips a beat

I don’t want a let down

Now I’m feeling the heat

Heading for a meltdown

I don’t want to slow down