Young Dumb

Peace and love and everything in between

I’m thinking of everything that could have been

It’s okay.   We weren’t worthy

Of each other. 

It’s what it is and I will deal with it. 

I can sit and ponder and linger on regret 

But I won’t.   We weren’t worthy

Of each other. 

Young (and) dumb not so naive

I’m still a hopeless romantic

I still want to believe in love. 

I’m yours, your mine, if you want all of this

You’re a fool to second guess me  just a fool 

So Goodbye     We weren’t worthy

Of each other 

So you’re missing out on something awesome. 

I know what I have to offer yet you don’t. 

Our Regrets.  We weren’t worth

Of each other

Young (and) dumb not so naive

I’m still a hopeless romantic

I still want to believe in love. 

Blessed be

Remember being seventeen

Blinded by fairytales 

Of romantic tales of love 

Young (and) dumb not so naive 

I’m still a hopeless romantic

I still want to believe in love. 

A Flash

Knock knock I’m hammering

To get to know you better

Is there a code word

A secret answer 

I want you

A flash of ass

A flash of opportunity 

What does it take

To make you mine. 

A bit of sass

What is masculinity

What does it take 

To make you mine

I wanna know

Is that so wrong

Now now don’t be afraid

Sexuality is good

Let it set you free

I guess you should know

I want you. 

A flash of ass

A flash of opportunity 

What does it take

To make you mine. 

A bit of sass

What is masculinity

What does it take 

To make you mine

I wanna know

Is that so wrong

We should be at the next stage

You’re holding back

What’s your next phase. 

A flash of ass

A flash of opportunity 

What does it take

To make you mine. 

A bit of sass

What is masculinity

What does it take 

To make you mine

I wanna know

Is that so wrong

Your Heart and Your Psyche.

I have things to say 

But words fail me

Because I’m jaded

My thoughts are slanted. 

I try to keep it calm

So my words are heavily edited

Not for my sake

But your feelings

I could break your heart

And your psyche

Given the chance 

I could break your heart

And your psyche...

But your feelings

Hello and good day

Our greetings 

We’re polite as fuck

And disconnected.

You threw up this wall

I don’t have energy to break it down

It’s all on you. 

But your feelings

I could break your heart

And your psyche

Given the chance 

I could break your heart

And your psyche...

But your feelings

You’re afraid of this (me)

And I’m afraid of that (you)

Will we get over...

Whatever it is (us)

But your feelings

I could break your heart

And your psyche

Given the chance 

I could break your heart

And your psyche...

But your feelings

Don’t Sleep On It

I liked you from the start

You said everything right

Even when you started so wrong

I could love you from afar

Living in a lovers light. 

It’s too soon to believe your gone. 

If you’re having doubts 

Don’t string me along

Grow a pair and let me go

If you’re finding faults 

Don’t string me along

Be a man and let me know

If you’ve gotta think twice

Don’t sleep on it

You’re wasting my time 

All of you always say 

It’s you not me but why

Am I left so heartbroken

I fall for the damage

Then one day I will cry 

For things I’ve left unspoken

If you’re having doubts 

Don’t string me along

Grow a pair and let me go

If you’re finding faults 

Don’t string me along

Be a man and let me know

If you’ve gotta think twice

Don’t sleep on it

You’re wasting my time 

I’m mad at myself

For not seeing the signs

You’re just as damaged as the rest

You’re no better than the last

Just better packaging

I’m mad at myself

If you’re having doubts 

Don’t string me along

Grow a pair and let me go

If you’re finding faults 

Don’t string me along

Be a man and let me know

If you’ve gotta think twice

Don’t sleep on it

You’re wasting my time 

Mmmm. Okay.

The hunger the need the pain the lust of wanting you

Is lost the moment you don’t care 

But a fragment still remains

I crave substance

And I want you. 

Could you fill that need

Are you capable. 

I need fulfillment

And I need you

You know what I want

But are you stable

Mmmm okay.  

The hunger the need the pain the lust of wanting you

Is lost the moment you don’t care 

But a fragment still remains

I need a truth 

Is it yours now 

Could you fill that need 

are your lies able 

Sell me love 

I could be yours

If you want me to be

Here and now with you

Mmmmm okay

You feeling me?

The hunger the need the pain the lust of wanting you

Is lost the moment you don’t care 

But a fragment still remains

Dumb and not naive 

Bless the curse 

Mmmmm okay

Goodbye. 

Me - existential crisis

Conflicted I walk into tomorrow

Wanting more than I’m worthy of

Or so I’ve told myself

I get stuck inside my head

And it’s my own fault

Am I worthy

Am I able

The truth is that I’m lonely

I want you to need me

Crave me desire me

Can’t live with out me.  

To spend all your time on me

But I’m selfish

And I don’t know how to deal. 

You have no right to deal with my sorrow

The bullshit you shouldn’t know of

So I’m here by myself 

Yet I’d be with you instead

Why is this my fault. 

What did I do

What did I say 

The truth is that I’m lonely

I want you to need me

Crave me desire me

Can’t live with out me.  

To spend all your time on me

But I’m selfish

And I don’t know how to deal. 

I feel like your fading away

Say words and tell me

Don’t just disappear because

The truth is that I’m lonely

I want you to need me

Crave me desire me

Can’t live with out me.  

To spend all your time on me

But I’m lonely

And I don’t know how to deal. 

No Effect.

When saying every thing has no effect

All I can do is sit and wait

If these “feels” are worthy of you. 

Take it slow so they said

It will be good they said

But it’s fucking with my anxiety

I said it to your face 

Yet you looked at my face

Like i said nothing more than how are you

I’m putting stock in this and betting nothing

Am I fool to believe in you (love)

When saying every thing has no effect

All I can do is sit and wait

If these “feels” are worthy of you. 

Despise the pedestal

Even the “mighty” may fall. 

You might not be everything you could be 

You make me curious

About you me and us

I hopeful but could be full of regret 

I’m putting hope in this despite everything

Am I fool to believe in love (you)

When saying every thing has no effect

All I can do is sit and wait

If these “feels” are worthy of you. 

I’m willing to

Wanting to

Give you every ounce of me (love)

I’m putting hope

Despite this 

I want to believe in you (love)

When saying every thing has no effect

All I can do is sit and wait

If these “feels” are worthy of you.