Reality

 

Let’s talk about bitches 

Like one with the candy 

Machine on her desk

No wonder why your child

Is as random as it dispenses 

I ain’t hating I’m calling parallels 

It’s random

Just like your love

It’s nothing more than

Reality.  

No disrespect 

So called love and light

Let’s talk about a sister 

Who’s too head strong right now 

Yet she still ignored 

A wannabe leader 

Who can’t make this happen now or then

I ain’t hating I’m calling parallels 

It’s random

Just like your love

It’s nothing more than

Reality.  

No disrespect 

So called love and light

You’ll want to come back straight 

But I’m gay as fuck 

And spilling tea

What about old boss

Ran away to another city

With your tragic husband

Half your age get that citizenship

I ain’t hating I’m calling parallels 

It’s random

Just like your love

It’s nothing more than

Reality.  

No disrespect 

So called love and light

Let’s Be Right

 

What is this

Who are we

And why am I pulling away

You don’t know I feel

Despite how many times 

I try to make it plain. 

I hate love

I hate peace

I want something no one’s giving 

Let’s be right 

You and I

All night 

Alright?

What kind of love is this. 

Who are you 

And am I 

Able to be the one… baby

Why should I

Live a dream

That wasn’t ever mine I tried 

To be perfect for you. 

Despite my love for you

I’d give myself again. 

What I want

What I need

I wish I’ll be your Everything

Let’s be right 

You and I

All night 

Alright?

What kind of love is this. 

Who are you 

And am I 

Able to be the one… baby

I’m connected 

Intertwining 

Spiritually. 

God damn it 

Let’s be right 

You and I

All night 

Alright?

What kind of love is this. 

Who are you 

And am I 

Able to be the one… baby

Yes Sir

  “Yes Sir”

You said you’d always be true 

I’d love you until the end 

But you lied

I’m here picking up the pieces

It’s time to pay

Deep down inside I’m still a nice guy

But just what are you 

A Tool 

All you seem to do is bounce

I don’t know how to feel about you now

Where are you going

Another liars journey 

Liar liar

I can see the truth now

Despite the shit 

Milk and honey 

Sweet fairy tales dissolving more

Deeper deeper 

I just don’t want this anymore

-break-

I don’t want to walk away but I will if I must 

Don’t deny it’s a lie I already know

I don’t want to take this pain any more

Yes sir, yes sir, one day I swear I will

What’s it all about

I done being jerked all around 

What’s it all about

I’m not your puppet boy anymore. 

I wanted to believe in you but you’re fake

I’m letting go and moving on I’m on my way 

Keep this in mind I’m still a nice guy

No matter how you wrecked me baby 

I’m working on healing the pain 

I loved you but It’s time to say goodbye

Where are you going

Hopefully very far away from me 

Liar liar

Wrecking my life with your lies

Milk and honey 

A dream of sweeter better days 

Deeper deeper 

All I want now is to find someone to love

I don’t want to walk away but I will if I must 

Don’t deny it’s a lie I already know

I don’t want to take this pain any more

Yes sir, yes sir, one day I swear I will

What’s it all about

I done being jerked all around 

What’s it all about

I’m not your puppet boy anymore. 

-break-

I don’t want to walk away but I will if I must 

Don’t deny it’s a lie I already know

I don’t want to take this pain any more

Yes sir, yes sir, one day I swear I will

What’s it all about

I done being jerked all around 

What’s it all about

I’m not your puppet boy anymore

Feelings

 Feelings

I wanted something special

You showed up 

Even if you don’t stand out 

You do something for me

You do something I don’t know 

Is this love

Is this lust

Or just an attempt to understand 

Who are you

What is this 

Feelings

Under the sheets

Between us 

Feelings

We don’t deny

A real deal. 

I love the idea of you 

It’s simple

You’re my hero I hope

We can connect cosmically. 

I want to connect with you 

Is this real

Or surreal 

Who are we but opportunities 

Just to love

And be real 

Feelings

Under the sheets

Between us 

Feelings

We don’t deny

A real deal. 

On the bright side

I don’t know you 

But I feel you

And when I flip

Just who are you 

You just feel true 

Feelings

Under the sheets

Between us 

Feelings

We don’t deny

A real deal.

Do you or did you ever 

Have feelings for me

Could you have ever 

Loved me

I want it raw

 I Want It Raw

The games we play 

Love and romance 

Are vailed substitutes

For what we want to do

I could continue to project

Naivety but let’s be real 

I’m a kinky mother fucker

But what about us

Lay one of us down

Chain is up

And let the other have his way 

In the dawn

In the dark 

I want it raw

I want it right 

And right now

All I want

Is what is real 

I want it right 

The tales we tell

Love and the lies 

Hide the truth somewhere 

It doesn’t matter cause 

I’m owning myself aight 

I’m no Angel in this life

Just a deviant bringing shame 

Let’s be clear here love

I might bottom but

Im on top

And let’s someone say something 

In the dawn

In the dark 

I want it raw

I want it right 

And right now

All I want

Is what is real 

I want it right 

If you don’t hold me down

I’ll lit you up

Ignore the stereotypical 

Bullshit alright 

In the dawn

In the dark 

I want it raw

I want it right 

And right now

All I want

Is what is real 

I want it right 

Maybe One Day Baby

Who are you mister stranger 

Working your way into my life 

Tell me more about yourself 

And why I should acknowledge you

Say you’ll make love to and flip me over

Say you’ll protect me in the dark

That sounds amazing but Is it real

I don’t think so but it sound amazing 

It’s it wrong I’m dreaming of you

You’re a call away but I’m apprehensive 

I don’t want to ruin things 

So I’m all but digging my heels in. 

Maybe one day baby 

Everything will be everything

Maybe one day baby

Trust and lust will be love and more

Why do I feel like this sir

Like I need you in me… my life 

Serve it raw in your own words

Why you should be here with me love

Promise ecstasy like a deviant 

And I’ll just  follow you around 

Because compassion sounds amazing 

Especially from you.  I want to touch. 

Is it wrong when I service myself 

You’re a fantasy I don’t know but you’re welcome 

I don’t want to be the one that

Ruins so much shit for showing heart

Maybe one day baby 

Everything will be everything

Maybe one day baby

Trust and lust will be love and more

The dream 

The facts 

The fantasy

Is one in the same 

若い愛の歌 (Song of Young Love)

 若い愛の歌

(Wakai Ai no Uta)

What is clarity

And understanding. 

Without saying 

I want you here 

Not just any one 

But you fool 

Damn you 

Is it wrong to say 

I love you. 

At first light 

The animals go wild

And so do I for you

Despite it all 

I want you 

Need you crave you 

Damn you. 

*primal scream*

Why should I trust you 

Words are just some lies 

I ignore dear 

And what of it 

I won’t be alone 

Despite you 

Crave it

And my soul wants it

Everyday. 

In the interim 

I’m wide open

The second ish

Its bullshit . 

As cute as you are

So you know your place

In this Allegory

Just fuck it up dear

The echo in the noise 

and right now

The sun shines 

On a victory

Or a fairytale

But what do you know. 

What can I say

Beating around a bush

Gets us no where 

Forever