Doesn’t Matter

 Doesn’t Matter

I don’t know what’s true or what’s real

The lies they testify they swear

It’s all lies nothing but despair. 

I need your touch 

And your love 

Am i a fool 

To believe. 

There aren’t enough hours in the day

And not enough to testify  

About the lies 

I cry 

I try and try 

To be better

But this doesn’t matter

None of it does. 

At times I don’t know how to feel 

And how much of myself I dare

To bare in this life that not fair 

I need your trust

With your lust 

Am I your tool

Should I leave

There aren’t enough words that I could say 

And None of them could rectify 

All my lies

I cry

I try and try 

To be better

But this doesn’t matter

None of it does. 

There is nothing left (I’m out here alone)

It doesn’t matter (anyway)

Despite me

I die

I try and try 

To be better

But this doesn’t matter

None of it does.