I xx YOU

 I xx you

What is this I’m feeling

Emotional attachment. 

It burns it hurts give me more

Of the sweet pain I’m reeling 

Now just an honest statement. 

It’s raw it’s pure give me more 

I need you to understand

I love you despite myself 

I crave you unhealthy 

I want you although I don’t 

Where are we

Who are we

When how and why

Are we 

What is this I’m trying 

To detach myself from now

You, love, and the bitterness 

If you saw me crying 

Would you walk by or prow 

Me, fate, and the emptiness 

I hate you were the same

I miss you seeing myself

I lust you only for me

I’ll have you although I don’t but

Where are we

Who are we

When how and why

Are we 

What is love and need

Just a different level of insanity 

The truth is 

I’m walking way

But the stage needs a story

Although a lie. 

I need you to understand

I love you despite myself 

I crave you unhealthy 

I want you although I don’t 

I hate you were the same

I miss you seeing myself

I lust you only for me

I’ll have you although I don’t but

I….. you

I….. you 

I….. you

Dumb fool