This, The Pain

 This, The Pain

Wipe my face

Tell me lies

I’d rip your heart out

To understand 

This, the pain

You put me through. 

Your embrace 

And my cries

You’re laughing, I’d doubt

You’d understand 

This, the pain

Knowing the truth. 

Remember that first date

Being too childish for adults

That night at the playground

You hooked a catch that you’d release

Meeting you was like fate

The future bore different results 

That gave a different sound

Loves a puzzle missing a piece 

You shouldn’t let go of things you don’t understand 

Even if they don’t make sense right now 

One day it could all come together 

If you wouldn’t reject possibility. 

Wipe my face

Tell me lies

I’d rip your heart out

To understand 

This, the pain

You put me through. 

Your embrace 

And my cries

You’re laughing, I’d doubt

You’d understand 

This, the pain

Knowing the truth. 

Why lead someone on so long 

When you don’t have true intentions 

To not be a fuckboi 

Regardless of the pain you bring 

I’ll admit I was dumb, wrong 

For not seeing your pretensions 

To have a naive toy

At home when you’re bored of your fling

I shouldn’t ignore that feeling about the one

Even if they tell you that you should 

I wouldn’t be so damaged right now 

If I’d open my eyes and trusted myself 

Wipe my face

Tell me lies

I’d rip your heart out

To understand 

This, the pain

You put me through. 

Your embrace 

And my cries

You’re laughing, I’d doubt

You’d understand 

This, the pain

Knowing the truth. 

Pain, the gain

Is this why I do it

Pain, insane

Is that why I do it

Wipe my face

Tell me lies

I’d rip your heart out

To understand 

This, the pain

You put me through. 

Your embrace 

And my cries

You’re laughing, I’d doubt

You’d understand 

This, the pain

Knowing the truth.