"愛の illusion" (Illusion of Love)

Talking to myself

Wondering where it went wrong

Did I do it, did I say it

Where did the love go

Was it just a game

That I played so unaware

I wanted this, I needed this

Was it just a dream

Ai no illusion

I was a fool to believe

That you would never leave

Ai no illusion

Everything I thought it was

Lived away from the flaws

Ai no illusion

Dreams and hopes of fantasy

Still are a fantasy

Ai no illusion

Everything I thought was love

Was all it was void of

I still like to think

What I felt with you was real

But I know not, But I know now

It was just a lie

It was just a game

That I was destine to lose

You broke my heart, what did I do

I’m left here empty

I followed the mirage

Greener pastures and a hope

That you would be different

Now with all the pieces in place

I see I was better off without this

But I can’t go back, it’s too late for that

"Adore"

You say that you like it the way it is

But the way it is isn’t the way I want it

I want you to be here with me

But no matter what you say

I will always try to win you over

And that’s one thing you can’t change

Cause I promise you I want you

No matter what you say

No matter what you do

I will always adore you

You say you like us just the way we are

But I will die trying to change the way you think

I want you to understand me

And no matter what happens

I won’t give up on you and me and us

And that’s one thing you won’t change

Cause I tell you I’m determined

No matter what you say

No matter what you do

I will always adore you

The things you say pass me by

The things you do they miss me

No matter what you say

No matter what you do

I will always adore you

I cry here thinking that we won’t make it

And it takes a man to admit

He cries when he’s so lost without you

No matter what you say

No matter what you do

I will always adore you

The things you say pass me by

The things you do they miss me

No matter what you say

No matter what you do

I will always adore you

And no matter what you say

To me you will always be

Someone for me to love

I will always adore you

"Christina"

I see goodness in you

When all you see is crazy

I know others see it too

Even when our eyes were hazy

There’s nothing I can do to save you

I went too far down telling myself I could

I hope you find him

Beyond what’s in your name

And I hope you can move on

The junk you share a nickname

Christina, Christina…

I looked in your eyes that night

Even though you tried to hide

There was fear behind a smile

It was your time to take a ride

I tried to show you you’d be okay

The dawn is still rising on another day

I hope you find him

Beyond what’s in your name

And I hope you can move on

The junk you share a nickname

Christina, Christina…

No matter what you’ve been through

Rise above and over come

See the light in you that I still do

And feel the energy I’m sending you now

Christina, Christina…

I hope you find him

Beyond what’s in your name

And I hope you can move on

The junk you share a nickname

Christina, Christina…

"Who Are We (Should I)"

I want to give you more but you're giving me less. The love that I'm giving you is not meant to test.   Am I playing the role of the fool in your play? So If that's the case I won’t waste another day...

Who are we
I'm confused
So is everyone else I talk to
Just good friends
Or lovers
At this point here what do I do now

Should I walk away
Should I make a move
Your mixed signals have me confused

Your mouth still says no, but your actions still say yes.  If I know your hearts wants why won't you confess?
You're on the prowl but you get mad when I get prowled.  I just don't know which of my feelings are allowed....

Who are we
I ask you
If you even know the answer boo

Should I walk away
Should I make a move
Your mixed signals have me confused

We shouldn't get mad or upset
As we set ourselves up for heartache
I made a promise to stand by you
But did I make that promise just too soon?

Should I walk away
Should I make a move
Your mixed signals have me confused

"Find My Way Back"

Once we were a fairy tale

At least that’s what was in my mind

Now I see I was blind and naïve

And you were unfaithful the entire time

I try to move on, but I can’t

Every move I make, your hand is involved

All I ever knew was you, so it’s all I can do…

Every feeling I feel has roots in you

Time to cut down the tree and start anew

I can’t love you like that, if you can’t love me like this

I have become lost in you I need to find my way back

You begged me to understand

And accept your apology

I’ve wasted my time believing lies

I’m moving on I’ve already missed too much

I try to move on, you’re still here

And in my eyes every man shares your crime

My dream is now a nightmare, I don’t want another

Every feeling I feel has roots in you

Time to cut you out of my life here soon

I can’t love you like that, if you can’t love me like this

I have become lost in you I need to find my way back