"Bittersweet"

To want is not to need

To need is not to love

To want is not to need

To need is not to love

I finally got what I wanted

But I’m not satisfied

I thought happiness would follow

But I’m so wrong deep inside

Bittersweet

I’ve fought so long

For a piece of me

For pleasure and love

But so far I’m lonely

It’s just so bitter sweet

Finally got my simple wish

But didn’t get that so called bliss

I got what I thought I wanted

But I’m so wrong deep inside

 Bittersweet

I’ve fought so long

For a pice of me

For pleasure and love

But so far I’m lonely

It’s just so bitter sweet

To want love

Is not to need love

To need love

Is not to own love

It’s bittersweet

The price you pay

For what you want

And what you need

Bittersweet

I’ve fought so long

For a piece of me

For pleasure and love

But so far I’m lonely

It’s just so bitter sweet

"愛の illusion" (Illusion of Love)

Talking to myself

Wondering where it went wrong

Did I do it, did I say it

Where did the love go

Was it just a game

That I played so unaware

I wanted this, I needed this

Was it just a dream

Ai no illusion

I was a fool to believe

That you would never leave

Ai no illusion

Everything I thought it was

Lived away from the flaws

Ai no illusion

Dreams and hopes of fantasy

Still are a fantasy

Ai no illusion

Everything I thought was love

Was all it was void of

I still like to think

What I felt with you was real

But I know not, But I know now

It was just a lie

It was just a game

That I was destine to lose

You broke my heart, what did I do

I’m left here empty

I followed the mirage

Greener pastures and a hope

That you would be different

Now with all the pieces in place

I see I was better off without this

But I can’t go back, it’s too late for that

"Adore"

You say that you like it the way it is

But the way it is isn’t the way I want it

I want you to be here with me

But no matter what you say

I will always try to win you over

And that’s one thing you can’t change

Cause I promise you I want you

No matter what you say

No matter what you do

I will always adore you

You say you like us just the way we are

But I will die trying to change the way you think

I want you to understand me

And no matter what happens

I won’t give up on you and me and us

And that’s one thing you won’t change

Cause I tell you I’m determined

No matter what you say

No matter what you do

I will always adore you

The things you say pass me by

The things you do they miss me

No matter what you say

No matter what you do

I will always adore you

I cry here thinking that we won’t make it

And it takes a man to admit

He cries when he’s so lost without you

No matter what you say

No matter what you do

I will always adore you

The things you say pass me by

The things you do they miss me

No matter what you say

No matter what you do

I will always adore you

And no matter what you say

To me you will always be

Someone for me to love

I will always adore you

"Christina"

I see goodness in you

When all you see is crazy

I know others see it too

Even when our eyes were hazy

There’s nothing I can do to save you

I went too far down telling myself I could

I hope you find him

Beyond what’s in your name

And I hope you can move on

The junk you share a nickname

Christina, Christina…

I looked in your eyes that night

Even though you tried to hide

There was fear behind a smile

It was your time to take a ride

I tried to show you you’d be okay

The dawn is still rising on another day

I hope you find him

Beyond what’s in your name

And I hope you can move on

The junk you share a nickname

Christina, Christina…

No matter what you’ve been through

Rise above and over come

See the light in you that I still do

And feel the energy I’m sending you now

Christina, Christina…

I hope you find him

Beyond what’s in your name

And I hope you can move on

The junk you share a nickname

Christina, Christina…

"Who Are We (Should I)"

I want to give you more but you're giving me less. The love that I'm giving you is not meant to test.   Am I playing the role of the fool in your play? So If that's the case I won’t waste another day...

Who are we
I'm confused
So is everyone else I talk to
Just good friends
Or lovers
At this point here what do I do now

Should I walk away
Should I make a move
Your mixed signals have me confused

Your mouth still says no, but your actions still say yes.  If I know your hearts wants why won't you confess?
You're on the prowl but you get mad when I get prowled.  I just don't know which of my feelings are allowed....

Who are we
I ask you
If you even know the answer boo

Should I walk away
Should I make a move
Your mixed signals have me confused

We shouldn't get mad or upset
As we set ourselves up for heartache
I made a promise to stand by you
But did I make that promise just too soon?

Should I walk away
Should I make a move
Your mixed signals have me confused