You Missed Out

I don’t pretend to bring a lot to the table

As far as material things

But I can bring love, caring

And nurturing tendencies 

You could benefit from a love that’s just like mine 

A little psyche stroke for you

Would do you some good, my dear

But I’m not something you want

I won’t press the issue

You’ve made your choice

Your silence speaks words

We’re done

You missed out 

On me

I’m wishing you peace, love, and happiness and more

May you find whatever you need 

Even without me, okay?

Find yourself as you are lost

Maybe I should run away from the damaged ones 

As they seem to be all I date 

Hashtag danger zone, back up

This one is no good for you

Can you pass the tissue

You’ve made your choice 

Your silence speaks words

I’m done 

You missed out

On me

My bad choices in guys like you

Damaged and beyond repair

So much wasted time....

That I can’t reclaim...

I’m done 

You missed out

On me

The Future

Here or now

Now or later 

Are you ready for the next generation to take over 

Love and peace

Or some bullshit

Are you ready for the next generation to take over

We are the people 

A system of change 

Let our voices be heard 

We aren’t generation x

They had their chance

Let the millennials rise. 

Love and system intertwine

Let the future hope realize 

They have the hope to recognize. 

The future

Truth and lies 

Love and pain

So are you ready to admit defeat in this life 

Give and take

Is it to late 

So are you ready to admit defeat in this life 

We are full of love

Ready to arrange 

The next stage of our lives 

We aren’t Generation Y 

They had their chance

Let the millennials rise. 

The future

Love and system intertwine

Let the future hope realize 

They have the hope to recognize. 

We won’t be ignored 

Or forsaken

We will be the future. 

We aren’t generation me

They had their chance

Let the millennials rise 

Love and system intertwine

Let the future hope realize 

They have the hope to recognize.

The future 

I Rise...

A twist of fate

A change of heart

Finds me here now

I’m conflicted. 

A past mistake

And a new start

Finds me here now

I’m rejected 

We’re all just trying to figure it out

And how the universe places us

A bunch of pawns at the mercy

Of a guarded royalty

Yet I keep my head up

My sights set high

I won’t allow myself

To be at the bottom

I rise...

Higher...

I rise!

Where is the lie

It’s the truth that

Finds you here now

Just honestly

Don’t be so sly

Say what you lack

Finds you here now

It’s good for me 

It’s good to see what it’s all about 

Don’t let your past make you any less

Despite the flaws I can still see 

Potential in you and me

I refuse to give up

My hopes are high

All I have is myself

I’ll rise from the bottom 

I rise...

Higher...

I rise!

Don’t give up now

Know that the past

Finds us here now

And that’s okay

Love/Truth

The idea of love is toxic

Gives you hope and dreams 

Then blows when it’s not it 

Makes you believe that it could last

Nothing’s what it seams 

Still haunted by the past

Love...

A fairy tale

An illusion 

Just let it go

Just let me go

It gives me nothing to hope for

Just give it up

I’m done, enough

It gives me nothing to hope for

Yet it still want to be hopeful 

Despite hopes wasted

Here I am resentful

I’m still young I tell myself 

I’ve not regretted 

The truth that I’ve left

Truth...

A fairy tale

An illusion 

Just let it go

Just let me go

It gives me nothing to hope for

Just give it up

I’m done, enough

It gives me nothing to hope for

Love and truth

What do you know of it

Just enough 

Just enough to be dangerous. 

Before I Die

I’ve always been good at stringing words together 

But words are silly things

What do they mean?

They could direct a symphony 

Of harmony

But words are silly things

Truth and lies

Words are both

And neither

It depends on the man

When will it all make sense 

Not right now, maybe never

Hopefully before I die

I’ve always been good at listening to another 

But not at reacting 

What could I do?

I’m just one man against the world

I could be bold

But not at reacting

Lies and truth

Words are either 

And neither

It depends on the man

When will it all make sense 

Not right now, maybe never

Hopefully before I die

Hopefully...

I find my truth

Whatever it is

The difference 

In the truth 

And a lie

Hopefully... I find it someday. 

When will it all make sense 

Not right now, maybe never

Hopefully before I die

Despite The Chaos

Here I stand bitter and conflicted

Angry at everything for no reason

Ready to take on the world

I don’t know why I’m fighting anymore 

Breathe

Release

Find peace

Center and ground me

Despite the chaos of the world

The pain and regret

Find a truth and hold on to it

I’m at the alter of truth

Hoping to find clarity

In my life, is this right?

I’m tired of being rejected 

All of my feelings guilty of treason 

Regrets of the  truths untold 

Still hoping that there is something in store 

Pause

What cause

Who’s loss

Hope in it I toss

Despite the chaos of the world

The pain and regret

Find a truth and hold on to it

I’m at the alter of truth

Hoping to find clarity

In my life, is this right?

Glee

Happy

I see

That I can find peace

Despite the chaos of the world

The pain and regret

Find a truth and hold on to it

I’m at the alter of truth

Hoping to find clarity

In my life, is this right?

Check

Maybe the problem isn’t me

It’s you, check

I gave it everything did you ?

Say no?  Check

You said that you’ve friend zoned before

You did, check

At your age now maybe it’s you 

Judged you, check. 

You could have had it all or nothing 

I was willing to invest

But you faded away

Like a rat running from the rain 

I kept beating at your door

Until you turned the light off

Okay, goodbye, I’ll walk away 

So I saw the signs weeks ago

You’re out, check

Are you a coward just to say

I’m out, check

Im not a fool despite of you 

I’m here, check

So how dare you not respect me 

You’re done, check 

I don’t do passive and with interest 

I don’t deal with dismissive 

Why are you still here now 

Stringing me along for a hope 

I kept beating at your door

Until you turned the light off

Okay, goodbye, I’ll walk away

Goodbye, check

Dumb ass, check

A fool, check

Wasted, check

Check off, say goodbye 

I kept beating at your door

Until you turned the light off

Okay, goodbye, I’ll walk away

Goodbye, check

So long, check 

Ignored, check...