And Center

Feel my peace

Breathe in deep

And center

Feel relief 

Now take a leap

And center

Finding my all

That everything 

Is an Iliad

A fools errand

I wasted time 

Just looking at me 

The classic tale of self discovery

The focus is me for once 

Rejoice 

Feel my peace

Breathe in deep

And center

Feel relief 

Now take a leap

And center

Knowing now that

I am the one

That can fix all of this 

Time to be strong 

And find myself 

Before I lose me

Understanding the importance of I

And why no one else matters 

Oh yes

Feel my peace

Breathe in deep

And center

Feel relief 

Now take a leap

And center

Right now I’m grounding myself 

Trying to figure out my space

Rejoice 

It’s a struggle as I meditate 

Looking at me as I lose myself 

Oh yes 

Feel my peace

Breathe in deep

And center

Feel relief 

Now take a leap

And center

INTERTWINES (your tongue meets mine)

 

Are these sparks

Great or tragic

When your tongue passes my lips

Should I allow myself

To be aroused

Or scared of intimacy. 

Right now I don’t know anything 

Are we or aren’t we

Meant to give this a try. 

So when your tongue meets mine

And intertwines 

Who knows what the night holds

Is this lust

Or something more

When your lips let me inside 

Can I trust your moves

Let myself go

Or should I be alarmed now

You could be just a fly by night 

A self pleasing regret

I can’t know til I do 

So when your tongue meets mine

And intertwines 

Who knows what the night holds

I don’t know you any more or less

So let’s take this chance

Caution is thrown to the wind

Let’s go, let go, enjoy, release it all

So when your tongue meets mine

And intertwines 

Who knows what the night holds

Let’s go, let go, enjoy, release it all

So when your tongue meets mine

And intertwines 

Who knows what the night holds

Curl up 

Intertwine 

Love up

And let it go

Something Happens

 

Right now I don’t care about anything 

Let my spirit go and wither away 

It doesn’t matter any more

Just like me.   

Do you know how close to death I’ve always been

Just a bad day away from saying goodbye

But I’m still here.   Carrying this self loathing until 

Something happens

To us, you, me, and them

And I don’t know how to react when 

Something happens

And I’m suppose to know

How to feel as it goes down like back then

If I believed in heaven and hell then

Maybe I’d care about what happens next 

But I don’t so I don’t matter 

Anymore 

I’m living in a world slowly dying  

Feeling that everything is slipping away 

But here I am just waiting patiently until 

Something happens

To us, you, me, and them

And I don’t know how to react when 

Something happens

And I’m suppose to know

How to feel as it goes down like back then

I try to find a place where I belong

I keep searching 

Never finding

Where I fit in until 

Something happens

To us, you, me, and them

And I don’t know how to react when 

Something happens

And I’m suppose to know

How to feel as it goes down like back then

si sa o ossa

 si sa o ossa 

I crave you

I want you

Down to your bones

No matter how pure

Or dirty you’ll take that. 

Si sa o ossa

Ai complicated 

Damn it 

Foolishly 

I’ve loved you

To your bones

Not questioning

I ai ai ai you

I ai ai ai you. 

Is this love

Is it more 

But in my bones 

Despite what is true

My dirty thoughts are fact 

Si sa o ossa

Ai complicated 

Damn it 

Foolishly 

I’ve loved you

To your bones

Not questioning

I ai ai ai you

I ai ai ai you. 

Play the game

And Understand 

I ai you 

Try 

Feel the same

In better hands 

I ai you

Why 

Si sa o ossa

Ai complicated 

Damn it 

Foolishly 

I’ve loved you

To your bones

Not questioning

The Lies

 

Remember when

I wanted to marry you 

That was foolish

I was dumb 

I’m better now

Despite how I was back then 

You did well

But I know that. 

You don’t know me

Despite your tries

They weren’t hard enough 

The lies

Damn they are heavy

But untrue 

The lies

Disrespecting me

What is pure

Not you

Not me

Not anyone 

Right check point 

Here it is fool

I’m wiser than you are so

This was a waste 

Of my time 

Yet we’re here 

Talking about old mistakes

And regrets 

I can’t forget. 

You can’t love me

Although your tries

They weren’t good enough. 

The lies

Damn they are heavy

But untrue 

The lies

Disrespecting me

What is pure

Right here

Right time

Right for me

It’s time now 

But I know that 

I won’t forget 

The lies

Damn they are heavy

But untrue 

The lies

Disrespecting me

What is pure

Touch My Skin

 

I want to cuddle with someone

It doesn’t matter who

Because at the end of the day 

When nothing else matters

I need the touch of a man

That no one else can understand 

But you.  

So come here. 

Touch my skin

Be the one and only

Alright. 

Give it to me just like you can

And do what you do. 

Despite all the words they say. 

reflecting on matters 

I need the touch of a man

Nasty and trying to find it 

With you. 

So come here. 

Touch my skin

Be the one and only

Right now 

So you

Try and try and try

Do it if you dare

Touch my skin. 

So come here. 

Touch my skin

Be the one and only

Breathe on deep

Im flippant 

I flip my hair 

I don’t care 

How basic it is 

I don’t know you

You don’t know me

Breathe on deep

So what is true. 

And what is free

Breathe on deep

What is right

What is wrong

What if I want to do you

On holy ground. 

If I might

This is long

A tale of lustful envy 

Give Me love profound. 

Be the friend

The lover and trade

Be the one

Who understands me

I’m trying 

I try to have

In the now

Something more than that 

I don’t know you

You don’t know me

Breathe on deep

So what is true. 

And what is free

Breathe on deep

And right now

Love is gone

What if I want to screw you

Right here right now 

So that’s that 

Taste and touch 

I am one we’re many 

I still want to prow. 

I’m trying 

I try to have

In the now

Something more than that 

I don’t know you

You don’t know me

Breathe on deep

So what is true. 

And what is free

Breathe on deep