Something Happens

 

Right now I don’t care about anything 

Let my spirit go and wither away 

It doesn’t matter any more

Just like me.   

Do you know how close to death I’ve always been

Just a bad day away from saying goodbye

But I’m still here.   Carrying this self loathing until 

Something happens

To us, you, me, and them

And I don’t know how to react when 

Something happens

And I’m suppose to know

How to feel as it goes down like back then

If I believed in heaven and hell then

Maybe I’d care about what happens next 

But I don’t so I don’t matter 

Anymore 

I’m living in a world slowly dying  

Feeling that everything is slipping away 

But here I am just waiting patiently until 

Something happens

To us, you, me, and them

And I don’t know how to react when 

Something happens

And I’m suppose to know

How to feel as it goes down like back then

I try to find a place where I belong

I keep searching 

Never finding

Where I fit in until 

Something happens

To us, you, me, and them

And I don’t know how to react when 

Something happens

And I’m suppose to know

How to feel as it goes down like back then