Tuesday, March 5, 2013

"I miss..."

I knew the first time i kissed your lips
Every goodbye would hurt
There's magic there I can't resist
I wish I knew what it was

Now that you're not here I miss...
Your touch, your kiss, your smile
The light you shine without trying
Your voice, brilliance, embrace
The breath you breathe when you're holding me

I'm waiting for your return...

The first time I ever felt your true love
I couldn't get enough
I keep craving more and more
There's so much I want more of

And when you're not here I miss...
Your eyes, your lips, your taste
The love you give without trying
Your strength, kindness, wisdom
The sweat you perspire while making love

I'm waiting for your return...

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

"One Step"



My love life’s one of
Holding on too long
Hoping my gut would be wrong
I can’t speak for you
But I think you’re a crossroads
Am I just your direction sign?
Maybe it’s my mistake
I know your history
How quickly you can be desensitized
No matter who’s to blame
At least one of us should have stopped
If we ever thought anything was wrong

You know the truth
You know my past
You know how my heart was broken
Would you dare break it back?

One step at a time
Our backs to the flames
A thread and sky at our feet
And nothing but darkness ahead
I take the risks gladly

We were kindred souls
Who didn’t foresee
That night or the many since
My heart was in pain
Although I didn’t have a clue
You forced me to feel every ache
There was no other way
If I wanted feel
And get past the numbness I didn’t know
But I’m so curious
About your feelings through all this
No matter what you share you still hold on

You hold the key
I want to take
To unlock the intangible
Treasures inside your mind

One step at a time
Our backs to the flames
A thread and sky at our feet
And nothing but darkness ahead
I take the risks gladly

I don’t make plans for the future
The next hour is too far ahead
But at my core I itch to understand
What I never have the need to know

One step at a time
Our backs to the flames
A thread and sky at our feet
And nothing but darkness ahead
I take the risks gladly

Thursday, January 10, 2013

"Labor of Love"



Why is it that when I’m in a joyful place
I have no creativity to express myself with words
But when I’m angry or mad or otherwise hard-pressed
Poetic lyricism bleeds from my fingertips like the rain

I’m itching to be expressive
To create a fitting collection of words
But if I have to be miserable to be expressive
I’d rather never create again
This is truly an effort
A labor of love that only starts what you so deserve

I never thought this feeling would now be mine
I had resigned myself to give up on a love that’s like this
You keep unlocking things inside of me that are new
Like conceiving creativity out of this affection

So I want to give you something
To express exactly how you make me feel
You have all of my senses tingling with anticipation
Waiting for what thrill is still to come
This is truly a blessing
This labor of love can not quite express how meaningful

I hope you can feel my emotion
I nearly can not express
My labor of love is my proclamation of your love

Thursday, December 27, 2012

"Distorted"



Why do I keep fooling myself so much
If we weren’t so fucked up we never would have kissed
My sick thinking kept me coming back to you
So falling in love with you was easy to do
Other than our demons we have things in common
But who are we at our essence

My visions distorted
Trying to look through crystal
The path I chose
Looked spending through a prism

I know at my core I’m a romantic
Who believes in love that exists in love sick dreams
I hear the words you use to describe yourself
Am I embellishing them a little too much
I have things now I want to say to you that
I don’t trust you to understand this way

My visions distorted
Trying to look through crystal
The path I chose
Looked spending through a prism

I’m not too stupid, not too far enveloped
To know I should end this swiftly
But I am too scared and too much invested
To break a crystal heart no matter how distorted

I know there will be pain and wounds that I must mend
When this all comes shattering to an end

My visions distorted
Trying to look through crystal
The path I chose
Looked spending through a prism

Saturday, December 22, 2012

"Don't"



You make me feel exclusive
Like I’m the only one
So don’t let me believe it
When I’m not around you’re getting down
If you want to fool around
Then so will I
But don’t think you will
Have me always be around

I don’t wanna play games
I’ve played them
I don’t wanna tell lies
I’ve heard them

Don’t stand here giving me an illusion
Of the dreams I once had
That dream was over yet you want to relive it
But I won’t be mislead again

If you call me your boyfriend
I’ll let you for a fee
Just set yourself to private
No one else can see what I call mine
So if you just can’t do that
Neither will I
It’s equality
When it comes to shit like that

I don’t wanna be fooled
I’ve been one
I don’t wanna be burnt
I have scars

Don’t stand here giving me an illusion
Of the dreams I once had
That dream was over yet you want to relive it
But I won’t be mislead again

Sunday, December 9, 2012

"Intertwine"



I can’t explain it
When you touch me
I go beyond excited
Your energy shoots to my core
All I can manage to say
Is give me more… more… more

I crave to be intertwined
Enthralled with every inch
Enlightened by every though
And aroused without a touch

Tangle yourself up in me
Intertwine, Intertwine

I can feel your thoughts
When you hide them
My instincts can still feel them
Your heart’s not a secret from me
Have you ever felt like this?
All I need is… your… touch

I crave to be intertwined
Enthralled with every inch
Enlightened by every though
And aroused without a touch

Tangle yourself up in love
Intertwine, Intertwine
Tangle yourself up in me
Intertwine, Intertwine

I crave to be intertwined
Enthralled with every inch
Enlightened by every though
And aroused without a touch

Tangle myself up in you
Intertwine, Intertwine
Tangle yourself up in love
Intertwine, Intertwine
Tangle yourself up in me
Intertwine, Intertwine