All I’ll Ever Be
You don’t know nor can you understand
My pain, it’s full of bitterness and shame
I want to say I love you too
But I can’t when you won’t
love me true
Here I am full of confusion
Nothings changed since 1999
Where do I lay my head down
Who can I trust and why should I
Ever believe the words you say.
In the eclipse that is a revelation
In my nightmares and in my dreams
I am me and that’s all I’ll ever be
In the fantasy versus reality
Despite the terrors in my mind
I am me and that’s all I’ll ever be.
I’ll be more than you can comprehend.
Your brain is to small to absorb all this
I want to become one with you
It doesn’t matter when we play fools.
I’m conflicted with emotions
I know I was born in 84
Beyond that I don’t know much
Like why should you be here right now
Since you’re toxic to me baby
In the eclipse that is a revelation
In my nightmares and in my dreams
I am me and that’s all I’ll ever be
In the fantasy versus reality
Despite the terrors in my mind
I am me and that’s all I’ll ever be.
As much as I want to
As much as I need to
As much as I crave you
You’re no good for me
As much as I have to
As much as I love to
As much as I miss you
You’re no good for me.
In the eclipse that is a revelation
In my nightmares and in my dreams
I am me and that’s all I’ll ever be
In the fantasy versus reality
Despite the terrors in my mind
I am me and that’s all I’ll ever be.
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