Until I

 Until I

Let’s be honest

I loved you 

Until you let me go

But there’s a part of me that still wants you 

Despite you

But why

I’m smarter than that 

I don’t know I don’t care it’s a need 

But why

I loved the thought of us

It’s a dream that won’t fade

You were the man I wanted

Someone that I needed

I need you to hold me

Until I fall asleep. 

Until I die

Or survive. 

Whats this feeling 

It lies so

I should be weary of

Anything that pulls my heart away from

Me my dear

But I

Want to be better 

Than the past and to be true for you

But why

Did I give up so much 

For love and you baby

I wanted you in my life 

The perfect illusion 

I need you to hold me

Until I fall asleep. 

Until I die

Or survive. 

Until 

Until I

Until I fall

Until I fall apart

Until I fall apart again

I loved the thought of us

It’s a dream that won’t fade

You were the man I wanted

Someone that I needed

Did I give up so much 

For love and you baby

I wanted you in my life 

The perfect illusion 

I need you to hold me

Until I fall asleep. 

Until I die

Or survive.