White Noise

 White Noise

In the static

I find myself

In the white noise 

Being nothing 

In nothing 

Is where I am

Who am I 

Beyond silent 

Just no one 

I’ve nothing to say

But I have to speak

As a colonizer 

Im sorry 

I wasn’t the one

But there you are 

And here I stand 

It’s all wrong 

Am I wrong 

My friend?

It’s the truth

At the end

I wish it

Wasn’t so

But it is

So why lie

Don’t try

It’s enough. 

In the static

I find myself

In the white noise 

Being nothing 

In nothing 

Is where I am

Who am I 

Beyond silent 

Just no one 

Find a space too close 

And just find comfort

Of being the Villain

I live with 

The shame of it all

I can’t show it

But here we are 

It’s not right 

What is love

And hate

At the start 

I want more

What is lust

Without love

Pure desire

In the night 

It’s the best

For us

It’s enough 

In the static

I find myself

In the white noise 

Being nothing 

In nothing 

Is where I am

Who am I 

Beyond silent 

Just no one 

Please don’t let me live alone

Because I’ll die alone 

I don’t want that 

I’ll sell my soul

To be a part of something 

In the static

I find myself

In the white noise 

Being nothing 

In nothing 

Is where I am

Who am I 

Beyond silent 

Just no one