Queer As Fuck

 Queer As Fuck


I once wanted to settle into the background

But life said that wasn’t meant for me

All I wanted was to feel comfort and be safe

Is it fare that who am I am determines that 


It’s careless to be

Free and open

To love myself

And everything that comes


I don’t care any more

If you don’t know by now

I’m queer as fuck


I don’t know how to be

Any way but this 

I’m not sorry if this disrupts your day to day 


I live for myself because no one else will try

To be the man unafraid of love

With a man in every way I’d ever dare to 

Bare myself for without a hesitation 


It’s my truth my time

And it’s alright 

That I’m “this way”

Because none of its wrong 


I don’t care any more

If you don’t know by now

I’m queer as fuck


I don’t know how to be

Any way but this 

I’m not sorry if this disrupts your day to day 


I don’t care, don’t care anymore

About how you feel about me

Because I’m better off

Without hatred and bigotry 

 

So I live 

And I breathe

To have love


I don’t care any more

If you don’t know by now

I’m queer as fuck


I don’t know how to be

Any way but this 

I’m not sorry if this disrupts your day to day 

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