Foolishness

The games we play

Mean nothing anymore

The roles we act

Mean nothing anymore

The life we had

Mean nothing anymore

The tears I cried 

Mean nothing anymore 

It is foolishness 

It was foolishness

To believe in any of that

It is foolishness

I was foolishness 

To believe in any of that

The time of day

Means nothing anymore

We had a pact

Means nothing anymore

Things hurt badly. 

Mean nothing anymore 

The times I tired

Mean nothing anymore

It is foolishness 

It was foolishness

To believe in any of that

It is foolishness

I was foolishness 

To believe in any of that

Like the past here’s the present

My foolishness was absurd

And it still is 

All I can do is say I’m sorry (and repent)

Like today here are the lies

My foolishness was absurd 

And it still is. 

All I can do is release worry (and repent

I Exist

Who are we and who am I

In this life

I’ve been a whore and a saint 

And everything that’s in between

I glance in the mirror 

And sometimes I don’t know myself 

Who am I now

Who was I then

And who will I be 

I exist

But who for

The man

The beast

The one

I’m not sure yet. 

What is this bullshit I face

With these lies

Who’s to deny everything I can’t 

Be existing in your in between. 

Facing truths I won’t

Somethings are painful you don’t know 

Despite the now 

Regret the then

So who I will I’ll be 

I exist

But who for

The man

The beast

The one

I’m not sure yet. 

Hard choice backed with empty words

Who am I and where do I go

To fade away or be something 

To everyone or no one...

Or maybe somebody 

I exist

But who for

The man

The beast

The one

I’m not sure yet. 

Edit And Delete

Edit and delete 

Write and start again  

I’m full of words

And none are for you 

At the start you were something 

Special yet you haven’t been

If I could hit rewind 

I’d never watch this play out.  

I’m aware of your potential greatness

As much as I aware of your weakness. 

Our lives are embedded in the internet

I’m ready to hit ctl

Edit and delete 

Write and start again  

I’m full of words

And none are for you 

You could have been more than this 

Someone who could lift us up 

You’re describing a hero 

Someone that I can not do 

What could be and could not be right now. 

Despite everything there is this last chance 

Out lives are a circumstance of this and I 

Am ready to hit ctl. 

Edit and delete 

Write and start again  

I’m full of words

And none are for you 

Delete it and re-edit 

Finding words I want to say

The bitterness

Despite you I

Edit and delete 

Write and start again  

I’m full of words

And none are for you 

...A Prince Of...

You’re a prince of something

That amounts to a lot of bullshit 

Your claims of importance

Fall on the ears of those who aren’t dumb. 

You’re a prince of nothing

Full of lies and deceit you should quit 

Your claims of importance

An invitation for them to come 

To your freak show

A side show attraction

Shock and awe

With no substance

I’m honest with this

You’re nothing more than a false pretense 

Everyday I question my own faults

There are many

Then I reflect on all your lies

There are many 

You could love me but you won’t

When you’re In love with yourself 

You’re a prince of something

That amounts to a lot of bullshit 

Your claims of importance

Fall on the ears of those who aren’t dumb. 

You’re a prince of nothing

Full of lies and deceit you should quit 

Your claims of importance

An invitation for them to come 

Inside you mind

A twisted web of lies

These false hopes

That led me on

I find solace now

Despite you’re lies I’m better than this 

You’re a liar and a thief 

Yet you survive

I question why you’re still here now

Yet you survive

You could have been my greatest

But you were a big mistake 

You’re a prince of something

That amounts to a lot of bullshit 

Your claims of importance

Fall on the ears of those who aren’t dumb. 

You’re a prince of nothing

Full of lies and deceit you should quit 

Your claims of importance

An invitation for them to come 

Your royal highness

I revoke thee

You aren’t worthy

Of my time, say goodbye 

You’re a prince of something

That amounts to a lot of bullshit 

Your claims of importance

Fall on the ears of those who aren’t dumb. 

You’re a prince of nothing

Full of lies and deceit you should quit 

Your claims of importance

An invitation for them to come 

Echoes

I’m trying to be more than this

An echo in your life

I’m more than that one goodnight kiss

An echo in your life

I’m here in the now but I am

An echo in your life 

I want nothing to do with you

An echo in your life. 

Pump the brakes 

Misfired signals

You’re not here for me

So I won’t be here for you.  

I fell In love

And a cancer broke my heart

I tried again

And a pisces lead me on

With one more try

An Aries then tore me apart

You

It was always you

Who entered my life 

Now I question why 

I entered yours. 

I’m trying to be more than this

An echo in your life

I’m more than that one goodnight kiss

An echo in your life

I’m here in the now but I am

An echo in your life 

I want nothing to do with you

An echo in your life. 

Make it stop

I’m done with all this 

I’ve stoped pretending 

So I won’t be here for you. 

I was in love

But a Gemini was one 

I tried again 

And a Leo tried his best shot

Without a shot 

Everyone tries but is shut down. 

Me

Was it always me

Who fucked up my life

Now I question why

You entered mine

I’m trying to be more than this

An echo in your life

I’m more than that one goodnight kiss

An echo in your life

I’m here in the now but I am

An echo in your life 

I want nothing to do with you

An echo in your life. 

Face to face

Eye to eye 

Truth to truth

We are echoes of each other

As much as we want to deny 

Palm to palm

Soul to soul 

Life to life

We are echoes of each other

As much as we want to deny. 

I’m trying to be more than this

An echo in your life

I’m more than that one goodnight kiss

An echo in your life

I’m here in the now but I am

An echo in your life 

I want nothing to do with you

An echo in your life. 

I’m looking for...

I’m tired of hate and bitterness

As I try to do better 

I’m not perfect I know

So I shouldn’t expect you to be

Or anyone else that’s in this world 

For that matter

I need to find the good

Despite the bad

No matter how blatant it is. 

I’m looking for

Love peace and joy

I’m looking for

Happiness now

I’m looking for

Truth and patience 

I’m looking for

Understanding. 

I’m done with all this sad emptiness 

Float off Just like a feather. 

It’s the past and should go 

I’m still finding hope in what can be 

For anyone like me  in this world 

If it matters

I’m just seeking some peace 

Letting you go

Everyone who isn’t right now

I’m looking for

Love peace and joy

I’m looking for

Happiness now

I’m looking for

Truth and patience 

I’m looking for

Understanding. 

And this understanding

Makes me complete

If that could ever be a thing 

I’m looking for

Love peace and joy

I’m looking for

Happiness now

I’m looking for

Truth and patience 

I’m looking for

Understanding. 

This Emotion is a Chain Reaction

That first love did me wrong

I’m still reeling from it

Some say I can’t let go

And they aren’t wrong

Although I’m trying to

I’m filled with hatred and bitterness

And fantasies of what I do to you

If I ever saw you

It wouldn’t be pleasant for you 

But I shouldn’t feel this way at all

It’s been too long

I Need to let you go

But who are you really?

The first heart break

Or my substitute for you

Or that mans substitute?

This bitterness and hatred

Is stockpiling

Without healing. 

This emotion is a chain reaction

I linked you together 

All of you despite you

Having nothing to share

Except for me

What else can I do?

Besides therapy to heal emptiness

And then realizing that we’ve been through 

If I ever saw you

I should still try and forgive you

Despite it I’m still bitter and all

This is all wrong

I need to let go

But who are you really?

The first heart break

Or my substitute for you

Or that mans substitute?

This bitterness and hatred

Is stockpiling

Without healing. 

This emotion is a chain reaction

Now what is this feeling

A new mistake 

Or something new to do

A brand new resolute. 

This bitterness and hatred

Is stockpiling

Without healing. 

This emotion is a chain reaction

With feeling so belated 

I’ve be reeling 

Now I’m dealing

This emotion is a chain reaction.