A Lifetime of Misfires.

 

I see love all around me and

It brings back memories and hopes

And pains and regrets 

A lifetime of misfires.

The old fires still burn and hurt

Lessons learned lifetimes wasted 

But what if one day there is one

Who can heal me.  Love me truly

I want to be ready can I be really 

I want to be loved up 

To be the one

That blends with you 

But I don’t think

I can give myself that freely

Again

Huh, is this an opportunity. 

You came to me to try with hopes

Of things Of mistakes

A lifetime of misfires

Although it’s the past it does hurt 

It is a cycle fractured psyche

I want to be loved up 

To be the one

That blends with you 

But I don’t think

I can give myself that freely

Again

Shot my shot

A million times 

And here we are

Back again with no change 

I’m living a lifetime of misfires 

I want to be loved up 

To be the one

That blends with you 

But I don’t think

I can give myself that freely

Again