Octoberish

 

Let me live in this moment 

Of cinnamon and other spices

It’s a season to die

And I’m okay with that  

It’s time to say goodbye

Let it all end 

My connection to you 

It’s octoberish 

Let the leaves fall

Dead after showing their colors

Let the seasons 

Move as they do throughout all time 

Can I mourn love in this hell 

Angry and bitter of some choices 

All the reasons I try

Always end up flat 

Trust in love is spooky 

Let it all end 

All that I know of you 

It’s all octoberish

Let the leaves fall

Dead after showing their colors

Let the seasons 

Move as they do throughout all time 

Those days 

Haunt me

I won’t say

What they were

I remember 

All the pain

That was in 

October 

I only know myself 

And how I bend

But what about the thing that 

Is just octoberish 

Let the leaves fall

Dead after showing their colors

Let the seasons 

Move as they do throughout all time